Lome Marsupial/Leemonster creations

 Mostly I am just writing to Nature, Spirit, and probably Animal-Life at this point. Or notes of self-reference.

To get anywhere you need to tap into that Disney-Shit market. Or the latest controversy and current-thing. Novelty. Collective Programming.

The gender-divide is here. The man VS woman divide and conquer thing rippling through the collective. It is stupid and boarish. It is extremely idiotic. Many people are extremely idiotic.

and the endorphin release people get, that addiction, their energy 'high' that wanes and crashes just as hard, seems much more exciting, than Love, or Brilliance, or the Euphoria of Wonderment.

& a collective with Bi-Polar Crisis and SSRI being their numbing agents. Where otherwise intuition or inner wisdom would be that healing conduit.

So most of, if I am seeking answers or writing of non-disney-shit ideas, and non current-thing-ideas, is investigations into states of awareness.

I'd have to wonder extremely so, also, about differences between terminology such as 'people' and 'humankind.' I think peopleness subtracts spirituality or soulfulness. Humankind remains soulful. We deal more with people today than humankind.

there is not enough patience or self-understanding on a mass-level, presently, to even go into caring about that concern. Other than between myself and spirit and nature. People have to be onto the"next big thing!" the next outrage! Humankind would seek soul or developmental truth

& you get to observe the tremendous faculty at work which is data manipulation. See, a free spirit such as myself tied down to no agenda, just a search for truth and conceptual freedom, now what a hassle that must be to everyone who already "knows!" everything.

Any little question at all with the right heart and imagination and mind will knock down those illusory constructs after shattering false windows. But I live against those impossible currents of a world of greed and betrayal and peopleness.

"Peopleness" when seeking very much so what I would wish to be "Human Kind." But has human-kind left? & what maintains is a sort of insect hive not thriving on soul, spirit, ingenuity? Those do not get rewarded today! those traits! It' disney-shit and illusion, controversy.

but if the World tests me, then, all of these pathways--- I have Nature and Soul, and history's still of Humankind. Not peopleness. Pages still not yet blurred or destroyed by angry materialists. Where the search to Genius Loci, within, are translatable.

and outside the world of soul-damagers, or people who hate God or Love or Remedy, this collective of brutes with their soul-wars or lives of vengeance and material worship, I at least do not want my gentle wonderer within destroyed like them.

because I learn via kindness of animals and their trust, and watch also nature's reality when it is harsh, and try to take note. But if Humanity will ever remain, you know, that part that includes spirit and a search for wisdom, or if it is engulfed in what I call "peopleness,"

I can only take note to reach out to my pursuit and main goals. as it does not "sell to the public"or try to manipulate masses, or to play fear games, or to treat people as sales quotas or as stupid, etc. Yet this attack on original and confident wonderment, a world favoring lies

I have to do what anybody else in a similar situation would have to. When they do not relate to all of the busy numbness and constant loudness that comes into and out of popular collective chatter. And that is to be honest within. And love Nature and Animals and Spirit of such.

and to learn more. and be confident that this digital wasteland of drama, and selfish people, and mind wars, and all these people who "know" so much with mean loudness yet little heart, who cause turmoil,

that all of that will too be of the wayside. and hopefully they do grow someday, if they will. And be away from their wickedness and celebration of being bad or rotten and disruptive people. To move from peopleness to humanity.