Friday, June 30, 2017

Boy am I grumpy today

Boy, am I grumpy today.
That's likely because I'm just reading the wrong stuff. Could drink up some more water as well. There's lots of mint having sex and growing all over the place to really fancy up glasses of water or tea.

Okay-- I finished that website. That was a few weeks ago.  It's actually done. It was a nice run doing that robot-stuff. Excess repetition but I got through it.  To spill 200 for two years of webhosting when it-- feels null--nill, it doesn't seem like the best investment right now.
Well what can ya do?  Would enjoy to get that online
yet also don't want to stamp up and down harsh on my own feet, wondering why cash got thrown down the drainers. 
Because $200 is enough to get some parts to throw together a little airplane.
Sure, there'd be a bit of some scrap-galvanizing and maybe use a toyota-wheel for
the steerer..  easy to find though.. lots of those mini-toyotas and loads of scrapped volvos to turn into a workable airplane for under $200. Just scrape those horrible bumper stickers off regardless of what parts are going to be used.


Anyway, I'm so grumpy-- I don't even  really mind it though. 
I'm probably furious, I imagine

I'm even mad that I have to make it about me.
Why should I be upset as to a way that I feel like some dodo right now?

Well.. I ain't sure. (fib)// Illusion of the state of the world

At least that https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rJ2O9lXCChw was finished up


Hathnot popped any bike tires lately which is bitchin. One journey of the past had sprung flats in both tires
but I considered that a miraculous rarity.  Active on that bicycle again
happy to burn carbs and all that nonsense


Lots of worms and slugs in the soil lately. More than I've ever seen before. The worms are quick-movers, too.. fast-betties or whatever they are called. (That's a Louisianan term. Some old-fade-faced man who was a prized fisherman had always had a styrofoam container of worms which was marked 'Betty" upon it. It's a long story---- and don't bother asking.

The slugs are pretty slow,still, of course, but boy the worms are fast.  I wanted to say that that Fukushima 'splosion (that we all'r apt to've forgotten about quick-like) rolled round the world.. and by doing so, put into us a collective mental-state of all the sorts of dashing, flailing inanity and bonafide, guilded regression that the occasionally-grumpy people pick up upon noticing**  -- and who knows, maybe the nuclear disaster sure as heck did just that.. but it could have sped up the worms as well.

[**the unliberated, non carefree scum-sucking jackamimes! Slogan them beyond retribution.Convert ye, convert ye!]

So the worms are getting the good of it, and meanwhile, as the toxic debri and splosive tarnish cycles on, still, the collective circus ingrains deeper treads of further inquisition. Each generation has its own inquisition and is usually blinded from its plausible harm by that  facet that it is causing some liberation.  But me, not being an on the field reporter, and being a hectic mudslinger, myself, will only further speak about such through some character-expulsion. To say the wrong thing even in humor means some form of eradication, and thus none cartoon like Rocko's Modern Life shall ever exist in about the next 18 years until at least the  present collective inquisition is replaced by another.  I'm not even sure what kind of horrendous stuff that Rocko's had ever done wrong, but considering it was decent, and funny, and lighthearted and a good cartoon, there must be some way that something very wrong and over-the-lines was propelled in to each show.
The present inquisition I would like to call unity through uncertainty. But you can call it Julia.


That does not peak any prime interest though.  Garden tools and cashews peak higher interests. And studies in normalizing beneficial breathing techniques, and de-tensifying the personal realm of human concept-games--- but those appear like topics of some sort of squirrel salad when trying to bring them up in this blog.   Also, getting newer and better shoelaces for a certain pair of boots exceeds all of those self-inventive projections about generational culture studies.  My only validation in hope for any future is that there will be people continuing to have fun with sling-shots and little dinguses will continue to enjoy going onto abandoned building sites and having good good-hearted degeneracy called natural playfulness.  The Curse of the Yuppie with self-convinced good-intent may very well destroy the common decency of being lovingly stupid enough to accidentally make stupid decisions and to happily also do good things maybe by accident and maybe even on purpose.
So, so long as there is some sort of edge.
Also: The Universe must some how continue to appease my static claims
of what I consider to be decent expression of patterned and sensible value.


Because of  whatever hog hognosis squirted up a decent alley, there is the appeal of credibility
that integral and steady practice of Pranayama, good and true, overrides what would be claimed as external, collective tensions. 

Anyway I am sorry to derail such as some deathswig of swinely, black-plagued rum attacking itself upon some common street wino.  If it is fast-worms we are about to get into then fast worms it should ought to be.

So I was waiting for some Jolly Jumper Jack and a few sun flowers to sproot up out of the soil and the worm that slid on by was going like at least 4 mph.
Sort of stopping to myself and rubbing my eyeballs
to make sure I saw what I thought I saw, I looked again and saw that wicked worm cruising along. The pressure was on to make sure that this was not some sort of baby snake wearing a worm suit.
There have been situations before of suck trickery... much as the trick of validating that any late-night talkshow host is human and not an android.

Well of course they are androids because by god who could ensue to tolerate and not break down completely having to handle so many ego-faced celebrities evening after evening.  It was some while after Carson where no human could actually handle the transition of hollywood types going deeply from semi-modest to irreplaceably notwithstandable.  And so they hired the only kind of thing that could handle facing such payrolled faces for motion-picture bile, and that is an android.  Even the Craig Ferguson-bot, who had a hint-more of human endearment replication, almost drown-suicided itself in an in-building bathtub, by inflamation of sootery guests.

But alas, it was no snake disguised as a worm such as an android disguised as a late-night host...
the worm was real and quick and fast.
But before I lost interest in the first slippery slider, another fast worm shot by my feet, bellowing the other direction.
And this sort of thing has been witnessed all late-spring now... fast-worms and lots of slugs... and it may be toxic-radiation encouraging these slugs to become more seeable and these worms to pick up pace, or it could just so be that these worms have started to find deep inspiration... a deeper inspiration to pick up their speed and get their jobs done. Prime motivation.  Worm unions.  This crisis is not threatening.... but for $46.50 an hour, if anybody needs any marketing expertise for causation to make up some speed-worm kind of tabloid threat, I'm up for it.
You'd be better to laugh at the news without dark humored disdain for once anyhow.. and some danger-worm spree-situation might be that pick-me-up that the world needed.
Probably not, but most effective changes seem to come out of nowhere. Like sink-holes.

The worms could be working very quick in actually creating a nice and fine sink hole. Or many. I, for one, find that  to be exciting, and can say that most others secretly probably think the same.  Say a giant, quick-worm-crafted sinkhole plops down some dozen blocks in Charm-City Business district in Guff-town, Carolina or Now-Juck-City--- meanwhile, these fast-eddies will probably just only help out my garden in the long run.. so whatever happens, it's some better ending than that fat-footed Belle trying to convince everyone that her fat, nasty foot actually really fit into that slipper.
Oh--- that's Cinderella--- not that beast-ravager from that other story.. Getting those stories mixed up.
Well it's still a better ending than that fat-footed Cinderella trying to con the public into thinking that her gangreen-ensuded toe-larpus ever fit into those magical slippers.
She shoulda tried Herme's shoes.






Tuesday, June 20, 2017

Phantom Citizens



Phantom Citizen part two starts at https://youtu.be/jMK0oDUAw5k?t=4h18m9s on the video, so there, there it is, a big fat fancy quick-link to the second half of the song.
Look, I need a cozier chair.
These are some of the KEYBOARD files. But if I can have it how these things are planned, a lot of those keyboard critters are going to have layers of percussion and--- well, guitars and maybe some yalpin overtop.. here and there.  If I dig out the good movies again and hit a couple of laptops with maybe some professional grade welding tools, some nice background noise samples can be podged in just fine.

But  here, here's some more sound I am going to sprucify. Actually I'm going to get right to editing about the latter half of these Phantom Citizen sounds. 

Why mice cannot become anything other than non-men or Mighty Mouse


Another part of the guitar session from the previous post. It was actually 40 min, not twenty. So I sat the percussion layer overtop this. 
Going to call it "Mercy for [Summer Snakes]" for now
since the heat is getting humid out and I've been seeing lots of
those back-brain belly-draggers out in the heat. and I think they're in heat..
they're always intertwined with one another in hectic courting-positions..
wrapped like rope. Smutty spring and summer eloping rituals.

I don't know what to say about the tunes.. But I'll add more layers to this and some words
and try to express with as little filter possible what it is I want to say-- and turn some switch on to feel in a world which feels everly like a bubble-survey and test of the will.  That sounds like some serious guffing.










Summer snakes -- they don't speak much or at all, but when 'ye see them
either fear nothing or go jump into a pit.
I think I'm going to make a sandwich and push-off for a real-late night bike(cycle) ride and not hunch all stiff-necked at the computer desk here.
I know that is a yoga position, to stretch in the mongoose position with thumb on the home button or booty stammered against the cushion revolver-seat and neck in the jolsted joust poster but it is feeling really ferversome.
And try to make it to el worko on el timeo tomorrow...

Have edited a lot today. So bitter about blogging though! 
Look, blogging isn't what I do. The world wide web is
turning into a garbage heap any how. You can smell where they
separate the used socks from the pundit-sway.

'been too strict lately-- and polite... in Ny state. Dumb move.
Good, grab up some more cash and cruise outta that terrain.

I tipped my hat and walked around with my knees out.
And fought streetlight ghosts with some sort of flapjack scowel.
But the plants have been growing extraordinarily,for a good thing..
with more photo evidence of their sprouting into teens then adults,
but I don't blog, so who cares about that non-controversial shit!


Someone talked to me about ravens the other day. I walked with this person
a good ways up towards the bridge where you can see the Juniper tree up by the
hectic fence-jump.  The Ravens were cacklin and dry-mouthing. Loud. The crowes
were doing the same. She said a raven and owl were parta her totem. It's weird
that at the bottom base of totems these days there are rent spaces for Bed, Bath,
and Beyond storefront locators, and Applebees up near the top.
She was cool even though I ain't a millionaire.  Hustled my knees back to where I
started from as she went to the Juniper tree, splittin ways on the bridge path.
Passed by some jolly stoners
who had raven droppings on their shoulders. Two were skinny and one was fat like
a couple of pine trees and a moving mountain. They probably had dishes built up at home.
I had a crumbled cherry-pie snack in the luggage bag of my motor bike. Since I filled up on gas
before I left there wasn't any worry or shit about the gas stations being pretty much closed on the route back.

....update plan-et energy. Loosen up the back-brain binds.
you will walk hell seemingly alone,
all gone, it seems,
nothing normal
really fulfilling
not wanting to force people
like people appear to force one another.


There are lifetimes of good movies
from the nineteen forties and fifties
where are we Going?
is it any wonder why

up to the skies, amazement,
we thought we could travel
into the stars
when did that end,
why did that end?

Cultures!
Where is your edge,
your productive anger,
your useful anger,
anger-of-love

Hit the heart-chord,

Hedonistic
I'll be your youth,
sure,
the savage child.
Look at me like this,
here, to walk the world.
Your world of commodity
is not my cup of Tea.
I love you all, but
your world of commodity
is not my cup of tea.


Process!
Children would dream
to become astronauts
and afford to imagine

whatevermore.

I do not fear for you
or sulk or cry for you:
we are tested
to live lives that are not
based on conning others.


Only, piss off helicopters
and ride on the backs of Brontosaurus
that is enough for me.
and to write
and if what I write
about escapee tampons
with blood-ushered legs
offends you
then every thing offends you
and if you are offended by
every-thing
I will still go about my way.

Because life is silly
thus the invention of the
Chinese Buffet
and three-person bicycle.
And life is an absurdist art-project
but sometimes I do not get thatand lose in to the tight rope
but should laugh as I hang
and laugh as I try to Mingle!


but who cares!
I like being Pan the most
and could say something
about these generational-transitions
of logic
and it is only viewpoint,
and I want to say, about that,
causation of population
and DNA-framework
about Life-Itself shifting us
into more responsible ;logics;
only by tricking us into thinking
that we are living "Cultures"
or being special as individuals
and other silly things.


& when the dark ages end!
there will be hardly much trace
of the plastic-people
but if we do not destroy
the creations from all of the Great ages
germinal-formations may build again
and remember
the power of consciousness
and the Selfless Heart
somewhere amidst
a bed and breakfast
and sandwich-mart totem.
So make, O Essence,
for me,
the Best Sandwich
and even bring me to
the Sandwich Islands
and at least let the culture-spiffies
hop up on fun, healthy drugs
so the music will be interesting again
for god's sake,

and not the brain-rotting zombitoid drugs
but that is none of my business really,
I guess,
but Greek and Sumerian and Kemetian
wonder-spirits
elate me, at least, and cause good wonder
about the way of the dance
that is this dance of life..

So I will stick around, for eff's sake
if not to play some piccolo
and cut my bare foot on sexy busted glass.


Oh! How poetically inspired!! Now go spit some sunflower seeds
at hunches of uber drivers.

Monday, June 19, 2017

Little excuses, big eyes




Guitar layers were recorded on 12-09-2013 & they are tuned to EAEDGE. Percussion later added at 03-23-2017.  Part of the youtube channel project for song-scraps & noises to be added to and completed, possibly mutated and unionized.