Monday, August 29, 2022


And it is a "believe women" world disregarding that there are offsets there, imbalanced and malevolent people who think it is aright to take their frustrations and aim them onto those who just wish to nevermind that kind of pull of a so constantly dramatic world.


The entire "I am justified to this" mentality that swarms in manipulative people with little good in their hearts.  Inconsiderate and so full of themselves, hiding their own Mr or Ms Hyde within. 

You have to wonder, about these sorts, who is lying to gain attention, excitement or some prospect to fill an entire void within their own lives.


It's best to not really go anywhere alone with the modern "womXn" who you do not know or think you know after only just having met. Have someone you trust along during any situation. This cancellation world, drama addiction world and believe any heresy kind of social environment insists that bitter people with untrained hearts and loose morals may try in their ways to, again stating, take both a dislike of themselves or of you for whatever reason, and keep you from a fair life.


It's something I'd skipped over considering for a while.  Integrating that. But realizing its reality as of late, to the sort of skittish and narcissistic behaviors of these great "empowerment" movements, I see very little of improvement movements being any sort of harness alongside it at all.

The vast amounts of ego impulse and attention craving that can occur is creating very weak and needy men and attention-craving and behemoth onslaughts of women.

The temperament and patience of either is splitting this ability for people to leave their mental houses of self-superiority and their own lies do not negotiate with any strings of a kind of truth that feels they need to elevate themselves and their actions by becoming good human beings.


Lethargy and sedentary acts incorporate into "I am good enough already, with haste to change" and the kind of ugliness and beastly behavior that is blossoming from this displays an inversion of beauty itself.


I had someone recently come to realizing they do not like me very well. And had also realized they were batshit insan. Posting about "karma" and taking the media indoctrinated stance of some sort of sex war, the battle of genders, mush-minded hijacks of feminist anger and the 'sway of the moment' personality glitches that anything is acceptable should the sway of emotion be the guiding force.

It is very stupid.  Many people are increasingly stupid today because they, as may have always been, guide by emotion first. Yet the sticky tape is the electronic facility of social media and the ableness to see that a hook of conquest is drama and more importantly to the addiction of it all: attention.

My mind is soured by most of today's world of constant dopamine hits of drama and peoples dying minds of leading others into nowhereland regarding attention-seeking and having high pedestals of materialistic lust.


I think many women today are extremely sensitive to the point of replacing it with this image of some sort of warrior goddess larp of power and the men who feed them attention or also chase down each fad of probable brain loss create a kind of cycle of brining the worst out for not challenging others or themselves in the best of ways.

Behemoths walk the Earth and you have to at times worry about them because today's levels of guard and check for right and wrong have no actual positions for future thinking or repercussion.

The arrogance is ugly and the style is dystopian. The earnesty and loyality is grossly out of whack.

The mode of expectation and standard had been lowered, and any quest or reason to produce anything of quality has been stifled out.

I think people today are more oft demented and full of shit and the obsession of attention-attracting so as to be seen as off the cuff or different from one another has created a very inorganic kind of populace of walking facades and people who will not ruin even just others, but also themselves, to be a part of whatever next "thing" or "narrative" there may be and it has ruined good and honest communication and also turned people into some of the most stuck up sorts. It is very trashy and soulless, and disregards its effects.


People are becoming dangerously dumb and encouraged to do so; or not reprimanded enough for blindly following the rest of the crowd unto whatever kind of war or injustice lives within their own head, then onward to take it out on whatever visage they see that serves an example of similarity so as to vindicate their anxiety-ridden warrior role.


Any steadfast thinker looking back from their vantage point to today's placement in history will see a certain civilization in psychosis. And a world impaired by having too much information access to know what to do with it. With the quest for individuation being so overwhelming that people become unbareablely inconvenienced to seeing their had been in so many ways co-opted into destroying themselves. Or ruining quality communications to seeing similarities rather than divisions.

Most say to turn the other cheek, but as human beings and businesses are destroyed, and people even have haste and hatred to their own tribes, family members and so on, through political cults and state-of-the-moment 'movements' led by psychological facilities, it is my view that turn the other cheek seems ill fated and that these people who ruin lives would be struck down, or replaced, or brought to the light.

Because many fine intentions and ways of being raw and truthful about this all, the psychological manipulation and entire industries on keeping dopes emotionally led on, so they can play heroes in their own minds while jeopardizing the lives of others, is irredeemable. And wishing turn the other cheek can lead it to let some higher source be the judge, if that is their style. 

Yet in real life and real flesh, I would consider it to be better for those watching humanity becoming so ugly and brute and narcissistic, those who study how the emotional levels of the situation triggering unwise actions and responses, to be a little moreso tough against all of this.

Not only are the shortcuts of what is put in to produce food warping peoples endocrine systems and poisoning their brains, but this fear of backlash to be under the crosshairs of the virtuous 'woke' makes this ghost-game of dancing between hard lines, and a permanent eligibility to always be 'in the wrong' to this new religion of a kind of rule set where the rules are always changing. If you then disturb the emotions of these self-enacted dictators who are more authoritarian than their icons of revolution could ever dream, their own inner little ugly demons jump out and they get to try to stifle somebody else rather than advance their own ways to "get centered", and so many other co-opted phrases from yoga and new age movements and this or that.

  

Thursday, August 25, 2022

 The world elites
are soulless dorks.
It's a catch-22

 it's a revelation of seeing who was ultimately maneuverable by the slightest wind of fear programming.
Like that you can never look at some people the same again, ever

 pointing out the  hypocrisies will never achieve anything, because they do not care about coherent principles.

they could not give less of a shit if you accuse them of it, the only thing that matters is that you keep sticking to your principles religiously and thus give them an easy attack vector for exploiting you.
it's not that they don't see/know the truth, it's that they don't care about truth. 

 I think I just ran myself outta town
but then again "new" strangers randomly said
some violent shit to me. But that whole street is like that
all the time now.
People that dont go there won't get sick of it,
but will also be the first to say that its all the same,
and that it aint that bad.

Iunno. I played sweetheart of morals and never minded it.
But 3+ people get stabbed there now at least every 1 1/2 weeks.

I dont want my life shortened because of some complete moron.

I feel like Charlton Heston. 

Thursday, August 18, 2022