Bob Barker would be disappoint

Programming and Metaprogramming in the Human Biocomputer by John C Lilly
This is a fine book. It is very highly recommended. If it hurts to read I recommend reading it. If it is enjoyable to read, it is recommended as well.  It appears people push themselves through doing things daily in which hurt and offers no reward. so to pain through an activity which establishes or produces some better result might allow for a vast change.

If you find out too much there are symptoms of a sleight of ptsd, however, in today's world. Sometimes you see too much, arrive at a conflict of truth.
I've had to sit through many viewpoint changes. 
Sometimes expressions turn out to be right for the time they are done,
but to hold them into a weight, or some rope staked down between that self and the future,
it then chases you down to try and explain differentiation as a person. 

"Was I wrong about those viewpoints then?
Or did something popularize to such an intensity
that everybody just piled right in, and devoured
into it,
and had at it with no taste or accentuation?"

It was a previous reference of humanity coming to be a living-satire.
Well the ability to produce satire actually did become impossible.

and playfulness of innocent ideas became offensive.
And everything imaginable became 'offensive.'

Innocence, playfulness, childishness   had been barred away

but it is all something to make free once more. All of these idea cults. There are too many of these idea cults. and if I was apart of any before, or if they became some inversion of their reason of creation beyond my jabbing at them or playing around with those ideas,
I should hope to abandon them now!
or actually I had been removed from many for some long while.
Certain sacral comedies when tackled by the masses
have their conceptions torn to shreds and turned backwards, inside out,
and the framework of their integral promise then become some factor
of what they had before called more 'dogma! dogma! dogma!'

Now,
being moralistic, kind-hearted, nuclear
is the counter culture.

The full loop had inverted conceptions
into a reality that nothing satirical could ever be produced.
I enjoyed satire!
but now there is nothing to discriminate satirical activity
from frothing, mass, funded imbalance
and that is the danger of the pendulum.
Be of awareness, then! It is extremely rare
to push a pendulum to its complete height
and to then arrive above it
before it comes bolting, dashing, thrumbling down.

That is why the sacral, the alchemical, the 'occult,' the highly spiritual should not become economized. The tattoo essay then becomes hard to read. People then do not find that extinction rebellion is also an Erisian pseudo mockery, on purpose.

If you choose to live in the satire you created, be gentle with the pushes of that nonstopping pendulum. People will think they were themselves the first ones, the only ones to set it into motion.