Showing posts with label leemonster. Show all posts
Showing posts with label leemonster. Show all posts

Saturday, October 14, 2023

Cassette Mysteries 1

 Cassette Mysteries 1: Top Pop Classics of the Astral Realm  2005-2006





 some era 2005-2006 cassette mystery vol. 1
with slideshow of photos I'd taken from that time of recording added in at random.
1. Removing a tick 4_09
0:00
2. Supermarket at 5 AM 1_54
4:09
3. Continuing 0_19
6:03
4. Life is the Show 2_48
6:23
5. Spoken Word Last Time You'll See Me 0_29
9:12
6. Friendly Town 1 2_17
9:31
7. Friendly Town 2 5_38
12:01
8. Acoustic Time Remainder 2_08
17:40
9. Alien Sawdust 1_00
19:49
10. Hey You In The Box Upside Down Upright 12_16
20:49
11. Put Me In A Good Mind 5_53
33:06
12. Organizing World 62 3_57
38:59
13. Susie Q 2_34
42:57
14. Interlude 3_38
45:32
15. Extra 3_32
46:30

 tracks are as high quality not youtube compressed downloads at this post on patreon
where other downloads and podcasts vlogs albums this and that are there

 


 



 







writeup from youtube:

songs are in wav form here if for some reason you like them and want them in higher-than-youtube-buffering quality.
https://www.patreon.com/posts/top-pop...
of if you want to support.

Mostly early 'n' young Leemonster songwriting from newly found or revisited song recording sessions.  
Nothing complicated and don't expect too much, just thought it'd be fun to go through.
Other more built up versions of some of these songs went onto Top Pop Classics of the Astral Realm and also Shadow Swoon:Hiss the Dead Man
which this cassette  upload is a "hype" for the release of.

Some tongue in cheek humor and social commentary on the debri of civilization and shytty living conditions in most of this era of folk and poet and minimal acoustic rock.
Talkin' about how I'm okay with that again, in some vlog, kind of abandoned or forced myself to forget about it.  

Have some other  (pretty exhausted but enthused nonetheless) music vlogs and general chats to upload and some live recordings from playing out a few times.
Will have sturdier and more bonafide material on final or "official" releases and'm just having fun with all of this until then. and maintaining to stay creative.

Music released as Leemonster
Art and sounds LTG Music all rights reserved
Lome Marsupial 2023 lomemarsupial.com

Monday, July 24, 2023

the 343s 343 AM song Improvised while water boils

 

"the 343s 343 AM song" Improvised while water boils Lome Marsupial MVI 0940 (no disclaimer)


Water was boiling and I don't want to stand around doing nothing so I played this as insomnia has been kicking in again in this gratifying existence of living in the age of modernity.

Here's some made up song. The guitar is an Alvarez AD30 and the strings are some d'adarrio mediumss phos bronze that should have been changed a long while ago but I prefer them that way.  My fingertips are nightcocks here, just to be certain.

Anyhow I am eating a late night meal while typing this hopefully that doesn't interfere with the edibility warmth. Its probably getting cold just to type this stuff*.  (*actually I came back to type that its some good night time Italian cuisine which I am eating at just the right temperature. Pinch me I must be dreaming.)

links to this or that

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0kBvq9fPHQivusr4ZjdAiG
https://www.patreon.com/lomemarsupial  = funds driveable RV so I can go fuck off into nowhere and record things 24/7  
https:/www.lomemarsupial.com 

Thursday, June 29, 2023

Let's Play To Graveyard Statues

 

06/29/2023 "Let's Play To Graveyard Statues"
(description from youtube:)

Set 1 had to redeem song playing so went and redeemed song playing.
but out to the peace of the cemetery

All improvised songs'o american folk are other ones, too, have to fix the wind sound issue in some.
(So I double the right channel which was a-ok and added slight delay so it isn't mono.
Then some distortion to boost it up.
Getting okay results with that, however not all wind! sounds! are salvegable, as with earlier resonator guitar videos you can tell it effects left and right channels.

Getting ontop of that and as I noted the Canon! is a lot(!) better and more forgiving than that nikon.

last track is Anyways (Pray to the Morning Song) which I'll pull out of this set and remake because it has some spiff to it and I'm feeling it out of the rest.






Yellow Zstone Play Fayers - resonatormusic session from 06/26/2023



note: I created a patreon

where I'm uploading lots of creativities and adding files for songs yet to be out
and keeping up to date with videos like this



 

 

  Some audio from 06/26/2023
Resonator at the park
playing a Gretsch Boxcar g9200 aka
honeybun


"Solace" [Wind Avalanche] 
insert description shove product placement into your calabash improvised songo resurrecting my lo fi CANON coz it records without these tarnations ;-P did you sit in an ant pile?

 

 


 2 songs if you like wind storms up your head "blink of an eyeball," "Spasmatic Ovulator"
06/26/2023

 

 


youtube vid descip. pasted to here:
 thunderstorm coming just means that I am uploading this with a storm outside right now so there's a chance the electric will !ZaP! and cut out this upload.

Yellow Zstone Play Fayers means if I strip these songs out I played at the park earlier I can make a mini album from that. I'll update if I do that, then put it on streaming sites if that works.

but I don't know, it sure was windy outthere! I'll check the other files and see how all that is. This Nikon camera drives me mad I tried to eat it but I don't think my stomach will dissolve it. So here's "Thunderstorm Coming"

more things
https://www.lomemarsupial.com
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0kBvq9fPHQivusr4ZjdAiG
https://www.patreon.com/lomemarsupial

Thursday, June 22, 2023

clips of 06 22 2023

 some songs from earlier (06/22/2023)
Show is foremost titled: "Are You My Bowinkle?"

played to a jampacked crowd of 2. The precedent is 2 now I know why Godzilla got hungry.







Sunday, December 19, 2021

Dance of the Liquid Soap Eaters

 Dance of the Liquid Soap Eaters on Ice (december re-upload holiday edition)

 

Ubiquities and Snunamulations,
I guess "Dance of the Liquid Soap Eaters" was still hidden. But it's more side songs to up to 2012 so here it is while I make other stuff in the background. Its supposed to make models look even angrier & turnoffier, make wheelbarrels start flyin' & the current economic crisis a real breeze in the park if starbucks triples its lifespan.

1. 0:00 Anklesprouts
2. 2:11 Beauty Becomes The Distant Wind
3. 4:00 Greh0me
4. 5:10 Ms. La-Dee-da
5. 8:15 Dock Yawner Gets Chased By Wentzweth
6. 9:31 AnkleSprouts
7. 11:42 Dance of the Liquid Soap Eaters
8. 15:52 Dock Yawner's Head Theme
9. 16:51 Inhale, We're All We See
10. 21:23 Long Ghost (pt. II)
11. 23:37 Oboland
12. 24:32 Vulgar Escalator
13. 25:07 Peeing In An Entirely New Galaxy
14. 27:06 Salamander Spots
15. 30:10 Regroup Yourselfs and Come Within
16. 34:22 Astral Arcade Machine
17. 37:13 Anaheim Purtz
18. 38:27 Beauty Becomes The Distant Wind (Pt II)
19. 39:02 South Might Be East
20. 40:13 Vulgar Escalator 2
21. 40:24 Introduction Song

All songs and sounds by me, All rights & content reserved, LTG music. Support by dinging the algorithms in the crown with the world's largest grand piano so they can be fair'n'square for once.

Sunday, November 21, 2021

450K



 God's toning to the Creatures

Animals,
Invisible Animals,
Transcendent Animals Unsighted
By the Shale Way.
Oh Animals
Seeking Hemlock
Whimpers Unburdened
Up Old Trailway .
God's Creatures
what must we Do
in the Vital
Timely saw
with the Roots up
to stretch to Soil,
now,
with the scurry
of wildlife paw.
God's humming
when the mind shuts
Old song hymns
By deep breezing
Hemlocks
to cure the thick pocks
Creatures say:
Don't let winter come.
_
Survive Winter World Animals Natura All
What'd done to Earth

Wednesday, September 15, 2021


 

Do no Evil
Speak no Thing
Let Modernity
Collapse Upon Itself

From All Else
Build.

Builders are no "elite."
What is Sacral?

More tricking humanity
to look over their true inner potential?
Makeup smeared with makeup
A great divide, so profitable!?

You will see, You will see,
If so come to look.
A crime! It is too see,
Yet not walking into that Cell
Called Social Conditioning.

Walk Away Walk Away
From the Great Beast
Who is a Television Fiasco
A Population Reset
An Entertainment feast.

Walk Away Walk Away
from disharmony
It shall collapse as it is
planned regardless 
 
Rise Within
It's a Hemlock
Or Stone Smooth
Capability to
See
What intuition knows
& to then remove

and go to, go to
the Real Goddesses,
The Real Gods
Silent!

They are humble,

Look around, Look around
Nature Heals
Does not cut deals
Look Around, Look Around
inversion is that which
is that frequency-switch
All parts put together wrong
celebrating the corrupt
as the strong
Look Around, Look Around
before Nature Tells
from a softer truth voice
unto Earth-Shaking yells.
 
What comes next
Is that the world worships
A Death Cult
Death from the Lines of Age
To cover Character
With Hollywood.
For as to Show Life
Is a Threat!
For it is a reminder
to those afraid of !chance
Soon to be swept away
to a place where one cant
lug falsity.


 
What might it be, then?
To accomplish the Great Escape
from that world death cult,
To de-program that life of lies
from the entrainment institution.
To Breathe Life as Life.


They blame not men
but take response-ability
without this fever, this mass fever
This copycat syndrome,
No, The Soul, The Lore
To Live in a blazing truth
Will call to pierce through nets
of lies, illusion and mega group fear think.
 

It Breaks the Program
To
BE
Life
It is the World's favorite Monster
Honesty of Dante's trek.
 

Thursday, September 9, 2021

DayStance Mix Apocalypse Reverb


"You
Are
The Experiment.
You want mass
Servitude, You got it!?
A.E.O.N."
x
Check, Check, Check. FlatLine Nation.
Mark, X; X Marks
Mass Ritual Human Experiments
buy yours, baby,
Genetic Tale of
The Holy Grail
A Mass-Mind Surrender,
Great Havoc-Pretender,
You'll see Pieces of People
Daystancers, Day-Sender.
A mix of "I am the Daystance" and select others from
"A Leme Harot" and "Chameleon Shelter"
edited up as taking a break from working at other projects.
Music by me n such
#mutate #remix #LomeMarsupial #Leemonster #Gothrock #alternative #IndieMusic #IthacaMucus #DIY #StudioProject #indiemusic #rock #psychedelic #Discordianism #ChristopherSHyatt #MindMachine #ExtinctionEvent #RobertAntonWilson
#Enki #DNA #PsychedelicRock #ApocalypseRock #EndOfTime

Tuesday, July 17, 2018

Song Collection disc two Dante's Death Mask

Song Collection
disc two:
Dante's Death Mask


 https://youtu.be/7qdXSW2ueGQ
to listen to with time-stamps (select tracks) or
time stamps
01 Half Of It 00:00
02 Bride Of The East 05:09
03 Setting 08:11
04 Pit Pattering (American Soul Store) 12:42
05 Pit Pattering (To Share Eden With You) 15:02
06 Priestess (Part 2) 17:58
07 Somebody's Not Wearing Any Socks 21:56
08 Cosmic Soul Pick Pockets 24:50
08 Usually (Born Naked) 28:25
19 S Criver Love 30:32
10 Loud Mouth Mime 36:27
11 Herirse 39:23
Extra additions:
12 Leave Time To Live 46:06
13 Tin Beginner/A Nice Horse [demo] 45:59
14 Modern Lust [demo] 50:35
15 Maynoise [demo] 54:28
16 Mytopium Osmosis [demo] 59:31
Selected songs from 2011-2012 releases. Disc one is on this channel. Message to purchase physical copies to support future song production. Or shoot an arrow through my jaw it don't matter.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

A Taste Of DEATH: The Infomercial (Update 2)

leemonster a taste of death the infomercial

(Direct link. Save as to download)


A snippet of audio from the soundtrack-inspired songs I have been making for Death:The Infomercial, following the "Life The Advertisement" CD from a short while back. I've been working on these songs for a damn long while and there must be 3-4 different mixed versions junked away that didn't seem right.
Here are two full songs from this little sound-adventure:
March Of The Time Bandits (Pts 1&2) Pts 1&2(4.77MB 5:12)
Smiling Mantra (2.53MB 2:45)

Times have been adventurous of lately... Crazy, but adventurous. I'd been busy with working on some other albums as well... One with a folk rock feeling and another more spoken- word... Possibly taking a group of short stories and turning them into an auditory experience.. That would be a real fun experience just to see what the heck it could sound like. ...Just trying to stay on that diverse non-path. I honestly don't know how some can stick on the same sounds and not get weary of it. Though it's hard, to share work when it seems most people just want a feel-good chorus about tits and violence or nursery rhyme structuring. All I can do is keep doing what I'm doing.
Anyhow, I'll see how people take to this release when it's out. It'll be shipped out and finished by myself like the previous CDs,but this time I'm going all out on the album artwork and details. I usually offer most releases for free anyhow, but hopefully all the work will make it worth that little extra to support it and get a real copy instead of only mp3s. I guess the main goal is for this to be one extended song, all of the tracks are going to intertwine with one another and hopefully give the sensation of floating through the cosmos, escaping from the daily tortures of everyday plainness. Damn, it's a pain to be your own manager, but freeing to have nobody telling you what your style should be or that you're too off-fad. Like I've expressed before, I'd much rather be happy doing my own thing and be an unknown than to sell my soul and ideals to end up being scrooged by the record industry.
Why "Death:The Infomercial?" For one: To jab at the amount of materialism that subdues our current existence or means of operation. In following Life: The Advertisement, I suppose it may only seem witty or coy to name it as such, but I'd also like to compare it to the way older cultures would prepare a transition from life to death since birth. Symbology has a lot to with this, and as I'll later, (eventually) get to in the future as many others already explain this in a very well format, our neurological and subconscious levels work on a much different method than what we really think we perceive.

Anyhow, I thought it was interesting to see the above image on the ground underneath a bridge, and often wonder how many people know the true meaning of symbols or whether they are intentionally used or not.
It directly reminded me of the sun cycles

or work of Robert Anton Wilson, Who explained these traits as Four quadrants that represent the psyche in his book Prometheus Rising. The quadrants are made up of strength and weakness traits. The Lion, representing Fire, being the 'Good/Friendly strength.' The Loyal.. Fire also possibly connecting the lion to the sun, since the two are often connected.

The lion's wavy golden strands, king of the jungle, A receiver of light in ways. The Bull, representing the element of Earth was given the 'Hostile Weakness.' 'Hostile Strength' is given to the Eagle (The element Air) or Sky as 'high and mighty', according to Wilson. Friendly Weakness was associated with the Angel archetype, or Water.

This is all interesting to me because it's been used over and over again from the Tarot, Torah and passed down to present day, only with the meanings and symbols hidden from us. We have lost our literacy to read symbols, or subconscious comprehension which really is a vital standpoint on how a society operates.
From the research of Michael Tsarion he presents: There are 240 thousand miles of nuero threads in the human brain, which is enough to stretch from our Earth to the Moon. On every micrometer of these threads there exists 250 thousand units of information. What is this data recorded as? This data is recorded as composite IMAGES, not as words. These composite images are encoded in DNA as the symbols and images. (This was from one of Michael's presentations on the use of symbols in a six part series, which I recomend watching.)

It sounds crazy, fucked up, but I am prepared to be deemed such, because when 'Normal' just feels way out of touch, when the way things operate do not seem just or sensible, crazy is the only way to turn. It is no doubt that our culture is a consumer culture, a material society (Yes I realize the irony as this writing is aligned with my piece-of product music composure,haha!)
I'll later type up and update an old writing to further this subject, on old civilizations interpretations of Death, and it's connections to symbols, the subconscious and what information has been lost/rid of along the way.

In a shell, I just wanted to get out of the way the choice of title to this project and in hope get some insights out that I've been meaning to release quite a while. If it seems strange now, I guess my future writing will either convince/ make me seem stranger, for those who want to see what I mean.

When you embark upon ancient holy symbols being used to advertise, and see Gods and Goddesses from Mesopotamia and Egypt recycled with names changed, on T-shirts and billboards, you can only question what is going on. Thus Life: The Advertisement, Death:The Infomercial.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Lucifer Falls [06/2009]

This photo was taken on 06/01/2009 among the beautiful trail of 'Lucifer Falls' in upstate NY for a series of photos. This shot came to be my favorite amongst the others. Seek and you shall find the rest of the photographs in the series! I stayed in my car and just could not sleep at all. I was out and about at what were personally considerably early hours, especially having gone without any sleep and had found myself led to this great place. No strip malls, nor cell phone billboards to be seen. That's what, a rarity now?
Lucifer Falls by Leemontser
Fun note: Lucifer is a word that was used for friction match, and also through old story and culture means "The Light Bearer." Can't we all go and stop being afraid of certain words now? ;)
"Lucifer Falls" think about that one for a while. The bearer of light can be seen as the bearer of knowledge, holder of information... Prometheus?
Check this out: Lucifer falls: Fire on the water. I won't even begin to go into symbolism and word play (just yet) as I am learning much, much myself, But I feel it is keen and a must for many to get back to the roots of language, deception and perception. Plus it can be fun and damn interesting!

Climbing skills were taken to thin air on this shot.Climb whenever you have the chance to.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Days without Sleep (New songs Phase One)


Days without sleep
New songs: (Phase one)

Right click to stream, Left click to save to your computer.
Electric Lines (3.44 MB 3:44)*
March Of The Time Bandits Pts 1&2(4.77MB 5:12)^
Electric Lines (Second Take) (2.43 MB 2:38)*
The Amazing Swine Flu Song (1.78 MB 1:56)*
Feed Every Soul (3.55MB 3:52)




* Recorded 06/12/2009.
Dylan P.-Guitar on Electric Lines/Lee M.-Vocals/ Harmonica/Perc.
Lee M.-Guitar Vocals on Swine Flu Dylan P. Background Vocals Percussion
Early takes of songs.


^ Off the upcoming soundtrack-oriented album DEATH:The Infomercial

Electric Lines: We both pretty much had fallen right into this song. I asked Dylan to come up with some guitar, while I flipped through my notebook. My thumb ended up finding itself upon this page of a recent poem about Electric Lines comprising the sky/world we exist. This was after recording a song called "She's Chain Smoking" which was created in the same manner. The melody just crashed in on the first version.. This is how we usually come up with a tune, Pieces will just mold together and we'll add more upon each take. The second take came out well, but I had this itch, having to record another version. Well, we did and the first song posted is the third take of this song, recorded on a picnic table 06/12/2009. This tune was by far the funnest to record, next to "She's Chain Smoking."
Lyrics to this song are posted here

March Of The Time Bandits: The intro piece has been sitting around for a while. Collecting dust in a giant cabinet of yearning songs for almost a year. Some are good, some are terrible, but I always had a fondness for this one. However, the original song it had led into seemed more like a Star Wars theme song than anything else... So, Later I had come up with another track, which needed an introduction. That track became the second half of this song. The introduction very much reminds me of the beginning soundtrack to Jon Carpenter's "They Live." A sub-conscious inspiration? Possibly. Apparently, this song version was completed on 04/21/2009, while the intro was created on 03/28/2008. The song is going to be on the Death:The Infomercial soundtrack-themed album that I have been gritting my teeth editing and comprising,re-ordering and nitpicking songs for some time now. My objective to this song is for the listener to get the same feeling hearing it as I do. Almost some sort of militant fantasia with scenes being carried out to each second.. A heavy daydream. That is the point of this album it is being added to, a Soundtrack for the mind. No moving pictures needed (Though I'd love to create a film and score the music someday, If time allows.)

Electric Lines (Second Take:) This is where we were flexing and shaping the tune right after the improvised structure of the first take. I like recording this way. Over thinking and manipulating a song can be alright sometimes, but there is this stress from the universe and self that builds up so often. It needs to be released... It all comes punching out for me in a situation like this. Sometimes there will be little messups that add character to a song. Maybe my voice ain't the best, but the feeling you have from playing music, knowing you have that same feeling going through you that can't be beaten out, that truly represents the music, and finding an off-the-head home for some lyrics to reside.. well... You can't explain it really. You can take the words whichever way you would like. I put a bit into these words and there are multiple meanings. If you take the symbolism of the "walking on all fours segment," that comes from the ancient stories and tales of the Sphinx and passing the test whereas the answer is man. I could go on and on about the meanings, and probably will concisely someday, but it's always funner to at first see how other's will recieve the lyrics.. Or to see if there was a meaning that was unintentional, as that often happens and can be very, very interesting. (I still like the 3rd take better!)

The Amazing Swine Flu Song: Does this tune really need a write-Up? Haha, alright now.. It's fun when in a good mood, or it can annoy the hell out of you.. But hopefully it won't. It was blast to record at least. I didn't know what to say! But it was said. Things were still recording and we didn't feel like quitting the tunes yet. The avian flu, mad cow disease and anthrax are all getting jealous. I randomly plunged chords and Dylan tested out his new drum. I hope you remember to wash your hands (Please don't get vaccines.)

Feed Every Soul: I had a short write-up and posted lyrics to this song here
"If you can’t change your own life then you’ll never change anybody else."
Simply put, I see so many people trying to turn the world in many different a direction. Is it not insensible to tell people to change their own ways, beliefs and overcome struggles when we ourselves refuse to look into our own ghosts or skeletons in our closet? Our own little changes to self: There's always this need to let anger overtake. I've noticed it within myself lately.. To let the lower vibration of stress, fear, insecurity over run. It is really within us, to our own consent to let this takeover that allows the state of things to be in such a situation. To be bluntly put, we must get our own shit together and figure our own lives out before expecting the change to be put forward, and doing so could offer some of the best results to be seen yet. A balance, more or less, personally. How many cultures have recommended a certain balance? The thinker must think and the doer must act but having one without the other can over weigh one trait.. I'll allow myself to think upon that for a little while, and others hopefully to do so as well, before getting more into it. (From Greek, Egypt, Sumeria.. To practice the physical, the mental, the spiritual.. To never be almost too certain of yourself or ability.) Anyhow, this song is floating out among space much like the "Enter Aquarius" track from a while back, and will eventually find a home in a very, very vocal album, but right now that will be very pushed aside.
Thanks for taking the time to listen/read these write-ups,
Lee.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Tommy Tucker

"Oh Gosh, you sweet thing, you must've been stuck out there in the rain all day!" Mrs. Williams was a cat lover. 45 with long brunette hair and a fancy for Velvet blouses, she knew the windy city was not such a place for a striped stray-- Not one such as Tommy Tucker the cat, at least!
He had been traveling for a month and two days. Kansas, Missouri, a strange loop following the howling of feline pussy in heat and derailed by the trails of fresh salmon by the dumpsters or yummy leftovers in suburban garbage cans. Alongside the raccoons he would scower through trash bins, leaving residents rightfully pissed by each morning with the mess that would have to be gathered up and re-bagged, but Tommy wouldn't have to be there to take the heat! Once a farm cat living off mice and nestling in the haystacks, he thought best to up and leave after growing weary of being chased off by the mean 'ol farmer and his hussie bitch wife whom would shatter poor Tommy's ears with her demonic howls. "Geyt yerself up on outta here you mangy bagg'a fur!" He took fine advice from those very words and was quite tired of the same sluts he would bury into each night and dickhead dogs that would howl like muscle heads and it wasn't until that very leap of fate that Tommy would see his first river, or grow fond of the same very scraps of luxury mentioned earlier that humans would consider leftovers. Sure he would miss the pure trip of watching the windmill spin circles or the entertainment of batting around the grass snakes and letting them dangle between his teeth, or the possums, skunks and squirrels which he would always talk it up with, but his welcome was stale like the sips of the dirty mud puddle. Hell, even would even moreso miss the fine quality catnip that he would get fucked up on every evening, but for every will there is a way. Now, he did not know any other cats named Will, but he found his own way anyhow.
He made sure to eat heavily the night before giving the place the 'ol "see ya later, suckers" and fed his belly with two field mice, a bucket of water and some lovely shards of grass to clear his digestive system.


That is all of this tale for now. To be continued?? What will Tommy's adventure will consist of? Will the story ever get finished??

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

05/05/2009 Feed Every Soul

This song has literally just been finished and is immediately up for download,
and will eventually be on one of the many releases I am working on.
I would say that the last few days have inspired this song, but it'd be
more suitable to say that it is the last twenty one years. Hopefully the
message will taken positively, as it is yourself that needs to change before
the world does.. Something I never really heavily considered until looking
at some of my past actions or inactions.

Anyway, download the song here 3.54 mb
Lyrics:
Each footstep forward sunk into the ground like a boulder
As sweat dripped from my cheek and I checked over my shoulder.
My pockets rattled from change, this felt like part two
Of what is this and what the hell am I supposed to do.
I’ve noticed myself taking many unknown paths
Hoping for better answers, but winding up in traps.
And I’ve noticed myself repeating all the same mistakes
Some times I swear it’s all a dream about to break.
Sometimes trust seems harder when you can’t trust yourself.
But to learn from yourself will bring you out of inner-hell,
And mistakes go repeated because everyone’s so accustomed
To follow that path they’ve fallen through… The tough one.
If we can learn from ourselves, and each thing that caused regret
Then we can make a better life and wouldn’t vote for presidents.

If we could feed every soul and get creative once a day
Then we could think ourselves to wonders in which we’d be amazed.
And how many people today have gone without a meal?
What number of people had been senselessly killed?

This is a wake up call to those here and to myself
If you can’t change your own life then you’ll never change anybody else.
I know we’re pushed to get angry and point fingers at each other
While we continue unhealthy practice of slowly sinking under.
It’s no wonder cold-hearted hate preachers convince us all to kill
We believe it’s necessary, we hate our presence and pay our bills.
We bitch of slow jobs that don’t require any skills
Yet we have the choice, to leave at our free will.

I walked further up the road as water dripped towards the drain
Wondering why we’ve always been disgusted by the rain.
When I realized where to look upon the things I blamed
I saw to change myself so things could rearrange.
I saw to change myself because you can’t ignore your yearning
To find out your own faults, to put out that mental burning.

If we could feed every soul and get creative once a day
Then we could think ourselves to wonders in which we’d be amazed.
And how many people today have gone without a meal?
What number of people had been senselessly killed?


The last handful of months have collected a large amount of sounds.
What I am going to do with the next releases is just offer them up for
trade, or possibly have everyone interested in a free copy receive one
through the mail. I'm getting off my ass and going to do spoken word and
more shows.. Figure out how to get a speaker system on the go so I can
perform both the hip hop and acoustic style music. Really I just want to
share my works, and get out to meet people.
Sick of the anger, of the blame,I admit past mistakes.
If you can’t change your own life then you’ll never change anybody else.

Lee