Watching people become dead inside and boring is depressing
Sunday, December 3, 2023
Thursday, November 30, 2023
Thursday, November 16, 2023
Sunday, November 12, 2023
Saturday, November 11, 2023
Thursday, November 2, 2023
hi i was recording "stone set stone" and "rock'n'roll saved me" [recording vlog]
:00 warm snow insulates numb lost wanderers outro
:08 stone set stone record preview
4:27 rock'n'roll saved me record preview
6:41 warm snow insulates numb lost wanderers outro
into and outro song "warm snow insulates numb lost wanderers"
is from a soundtrack music thing I keep adding to. I think I have hundreds of hours (do I!?) of audio soundtrack stuff but I don't want to misrepresent releasing it properly.
Actually I want to just connect with doing sound scores but I dont KNOW ANY networking "GET INS" and its all bout bribery or, that kinda "industry!" stuff. vomits.
I'll release it in series if Im ever able, as sound albums, iunno.
///guitar here is Epiphone EJ-200SCE. S=solid (top) C (cutaway) E (electronics)
Using any extra cash soon enough to put D'addario XS Meds onto.
Ladies and gentlemen I have my check engine light off now.
07/19/2019 are the Stone Set Stone original file sessions.
Like a life time collage I keep adding to certain sessions when time is available. so stuff is released that way. Sometimes recorded in a week or few days, sometimes grabbing into sound archives in this example. I want to "finish out" things so obviously I'd add percussion layers to these if I ever get time in my life to do so.
I think I had 8 takes of stone set stone then rock n roll saved my life was one.
Not sure if intriguing or infurating but the time distance between layering songs does offer different perspectives of playing or taste in what to do in certain things.
spotify is https://open.spotify.com/artist/0kBvq9fPHQivusr4ZjdAiG
somehow i had a huge (to me) jump in listeners the last month, not sure how or from where but thanks.
Saturday, October 28, 2023
Sunday, October 22, 2023
People who drink or abuse their neurological systems with drugs to an irreparable point have moments where their internal "djinns" or stored tensions and "other side" they always hide from public light take them over. If you have to babysit or tend to these people because they are friends or they are family or you are in places of life where they share space or connection it is like being alongside some sort of vampire or sick and twisted sort of person.
When their sense of that self turns "on" and the "thing" comes out,
something that werewolf, vampire films, and other fables make reference to, by turn of examples of the psyche,
you have to feel that aspect of tortured souls who use emotional overload to gain control of a situation.
It is said the most loud and emotional person in a group is the person who owns the room.
I want to condemn and denounce any friends in my life who tried to talk down to me when I was there for them, when they were going through their drug bents and I had to soberly stand by. Then they moved onto better things later on and tried to feign all of this spiritual preaching to me when I myself was in hard places mainly having to watch after mentally ill people who themselves still drugged and drank themselves into mental stasis or actual brain damaged results.
A lot of it ruined my life in ways that are still repairable, but I have little sympathy or empathy toward destructive drug users or immense alcoholics. I can still get myself out of or save myself from these situations of being locked into or held too tightly into associations of those I feel their lives will fail without my being there. But it had corrupted and neglected my own life in the process.
I do not want to feel spite or bad feelings toward people yet when I get thrown that
expectation of living some privileged life or when people pretend to know anything about me,
I can say that some of the things I have to face and survive through each day are things they would have caved into.
And lately I do not at all like looking and seeing what is an ugly or dying civilization.
But I owe it to myself to have a space of peace, peacefulness and productivity today.
My friends who blew me off when I needed some help that I had granted to them or tried my best when they needed it, I feel so cold toward and bummed out by, for when I have no damned place to go or any leverage of uplift and every day I try with energy and intent to make something better.
Meanwhile the people who used my kindness have this wishy washy sort of advance into having entered the world by this point. But I don't feel or sense real raw soul or any escaping what is their beyond their masks at this point.
So its hard to meet or to trust new people when a lineup of people you thought were true had in ways proved to of not been true.
I'm disgusted by the sympathy given to abusive and destructive addicts and alcoholics.
How much it deteriorates and stupefies the brain, a gift of consciousness and a tool or creation,
done so self-selectively, is a viewpoint I think I will permanently carry in my life.
I will rebound from all of this I have had thrown in my lap to cater to.
Yet as far as friends and family or thinking you can trust and have people close in your existence,
You'll find from whatever projects and expressions I have left in my palette that I would still like to work through,
that you'll confuse my striving within myself as coldness.
I have just been wrung out, however, of having seen it all too much.
Again I explain it, also, the Earth experience to in a way be a very, very immense kind of
collective daycare center.
All of so much of the compassion advertised by so many human beings seems to be
such a deepened kind of put-on.
Saturday, October 21, 2023
I was really without sleep for some days and under the weath a bit, so I didn't want my mug to be recorded. But I wanted to play some songs.
And get some riffs and drafts recorded.
So I carved about 4 pumpkins in 2 days. Decided a lantern head is the best option to this situation. As I wanted these song drafts or ideas recorded to re-work later.
The latter end of this was uploaded a few ago as a separate vid. But I stuck it into here as a music journal I guess you'd say. Playing on a yamaha fg830 10/21/2023 improvising some tracks.
video archives added over with closes local files randomly added as a "media collage randomization" technique that Burroughs I think used via in text and some authors and artists and musicians used a good bit in a popularization revival of it in the early 70s.
So I do that with some footage if editing drafts such as this.
Hey so spirits or persona souls kind of dip into the world and collect certain inspirations so some of those in the playing are a bit of Sumeria, Bohemia, American Blues, Irish poetry, earlier style rock'n'roll.
It's really a nasty and annoying game to niche and genre stuff though I have trouble with that. I realize I magnet in people that get more pyssed or judgy about what I do than people who like it, haw haw haw, but that's life in the modern web world.
But it feels uplifting and healing to play, no matter that thing,
and when playing its very true that rock or that spirit of rock music playing is a soulful and imminent visitation to some kind of experience. Which comes to answer "why improvise songs all the time?" I think its fun to let them live in their direct and needed moment. and if played again later on then its fine. But there's some pallette of a spiritual experience where others yell at ya to go to church or believe their whole this thing or that thing.
Like, well, I'd rather bond with this wood instrument and do this it's one of the few things that make me happy.
I'll have the two files of this onto https://www.patreon.com/lomemarsupial even if they're constructing or b-side material. I put a lot of projects and full albums up there. Gas money to next shows or hard drives to store more stuff on or re-signing up to distrokid. Get creative online and we all become beggars aye? Shyte I mean its economic apocalypse, very neat.
spotify is https://open.spotify.com/artist/0kBvq9fPHQivusr4ZjdAiG
Main site https://www.lomemarsupial.com
not sparming all the rest of the links.
Going to try to rest up better so I dont have to stuff a jack o lantern over my head,
thanks have a noice weekend.
Friday, October 20, 2023
and the deranged out of my life.
Let them save themselves
or figuring out their answers.
I am not their answer,
or their pitfall,
or their spongue or energy usurpant.
I have futures to create.
Likely heal this world,
many are insane
and it drives you that way too
if you are engulfed around it so often.
When the damaged act like
vicious children and horrible ill intentive
poisons, even those the closest to you
show the true side to many faces.
Saturday, October 14, 2023
Cassette Mysteries 1: Top Pop Classics of the Astral Realm 2005-2006
tracks are as high quality not youtube compressed downloads at this post on patreon
where other downloads and podcasts vlogs albums this and that are there
writeup from youtube:
songs are in wav form here if for some reason you like them and want them in higher-than-youtube-buffering quality.
of if you want to support.
Mostly early 'n' young Leemonster songwriting from newly found or revisited song recording sessions.
Nothing complicated and don't expect too much, just thought it'd be fun to go through.
Other more built up versions of some of these songs went onto Top Pop Classics of the Astral Realm and also Shadow Swoon:Hiss the Dead Man
which this cassette upload is a "hype" for the release of.
Some tongue in cheek humor and social commentary on the debri of civilization and shytty living conditions in most of this era of folk and poet and minimal acoustic rock.
Talkin' about how I'm okay with that again, in some vlog, kind of abandoned or forced myself to forget about it.
Have some other (pretty exhausted but enthused nonetheless) music vlogs and general chats to upload and some live recordings from playing out a few times.
Will have sturdier and more bonafide material on final or "official" releases and'm just having fun with all of this until then. and maintaining to stay creative.
Music released as Leemonster
Art and sounds LTG Music all rights reserved
Lome Marsupial 2023 lomemarsupial.com
Thursday, October 12, 2023
tired of taking care of my mentally ill mother. she is an insane evil psycho. ruins anything and everyone. expected to save her life and belongings all the time because she is a constant drunk who ruined her own brain in a physical sense. stressed my grandparents out beyond oblivion.
is a negative force of absolute miserableness.
feed more money to that person-- that thing-- all the time while not being able to focus or to take care of the self.
sometimes I pray life takes her because it is that much sabotage and misery and just plain terrible meanness.
I had my grandparents die, my dad die, I'm an only child.
All my life I had an extreme alcoholic psycho as a mother and I should just let her lose everything
so I can be free from that terrible burden and nasty human being.
I've worked my ass off in so many areas of my life and yet still feel
somehow responsible to keep that person who switches moods like nobody else would ever believe,
to pay for this or that for them. But she blows it all the time with literal screaming at the top of her lungs. And should be locked into a psych ward for being such an absolute unstable person who is so dysfunctional that if I write or attempt to mention it whatsoever I have the idea first of all that nobody would ever believe me and yet too that no one would really get it.
In my own works of music and such I suppose it seems I go off the hinges or act silly or perhaps intense or questionable yet those are modes of character or a performance, etc.
When you live with or have a family member who is or who has over time become mentally ill and in a way where they are sufferable or mean as hell to you or what feels like evil or "vampiric" in extreme ways then there is that separation between ever talking about it and also the established figuring that you are going to get attacked or held to blame and given hasty judgement.
Because of having to try and essentially babysit somebody who is deeply deeply unwell,
and deeply unmanageable, and who acts out in such childish and mentally adolescent ways,
All of which alcoholics "tap into" which leads it to be that:
all of the same problems they have to deal with still remain and have to be approached,
after they are done consuming alcohol and making people pushed so very far away
and their bodies, senses and especially their minds are damaged
in sometimes irreversable and long term ways.
This is why I have been so hasty at points and posting and then erasing some thing
for a long while. And it is also why I call out places that end up censoring me
or making me difficult to have a career or connectivity online when the whole "SJW" as hire for admin on so many sites came to be, because it is what I have--- outlets to express things that I as a sober person creates and have as what makes me happy or get through each day beyond anything else.
And those things become taken away from me by what I believe itself to be a mentally unhinged collective society.
So when where I had grown up and laid my head to hope to rest, but hardly have, is a place of burden and had been trauma, the exterior world that talks so often of "progress" or "acceptance" seems so full of it when my opportunities there are nilled and I become censored by people who in many cases pretend to have it tough, while I never go around seeking victim points or really ever publicly talked about all of the crazy and traumatic endeavors I have been through.
Mainly in that because of whatever attributes for victim point empathy allowance I fit,
I am met just as much with more evil or nastiness or judgement by a collective who think they know,
but do not know very well and surely do not know with a heart they say they have.
That is what I feel like saying.
and each time I am able to make anything that is not a reflection or opening out of all the things I have to struggle or deal with --- if I can craft and make from places of my imagination and to just nevermind the things I have to see or energetically and whole body feel, behind the scenes are so many things I do want to say. But I know that person is mentally ill now and at times beyond a point of being able to be saved.
I have been so pissed and cannot understand the people I thought were close and watching me battle trying to help with my own life someone I eventually realized I came into being an adult yet having to care for because they'd lose it all. But it takes parts of my soul out of myself and I find that person to be a cruel and unmanageable, theoretically insane woman. A very destructive and damned kind of person-- into which I'd never touch a drink in my life for let's say after some temporary time where I worked a miserable employment in retail and occasionally did drink for I think an amount of under one year. And I disliked that very much.
But I think much of the nation is medicated or drugged or administrated to drugs to a point of soul abandon.
I don't want to say things like this but I can't tell my friends and there's no family hardly left these days,
and I see pretenders or souls who say they mean well, but I'd been left to my very own having to figure it out for so long. And when I needed anybody all I'd gotten very much were the signs of absolute clarity that it's just me, while others left for free rides and used what they could out of me along the way.
So if there is any brightness left from me at all then consider it a miracle in ways.
Because when it feels like the world against me when even wanting and pushing your beingness to opportunities, you can't really totally undo traumas you were either raised with or saw those close in your lives actual destroy themselves with.
I cannot save that person and do not owe anything to be tortured by people who they themselves cannot get better at all.
I am an absolute coffee addict and havent gotten good or healthy sleep in decades. And do not feel to belong many of the places I go or traverse.
I feel like the odd person out for not being on drugs or being addicted to things or for caring about or filling my life or head with media popular subjects.
I am more than capable for bringing fresh and new creative styles and at least passion and exploration into the crafts and mediums I work with.
I get odd looks and empty promises from people and see those who do succeed and the things they'd have to do in getting there, which is either sick things behind the scenes or networking and nepotism from an absolute securing.
Where am I left within all of that I am unsure.
Wednesday, October 11, 2023
Good night of playing music and listening to others music also.
Picked up some tiny pie-punpkins,
going to carve them intricately with designs and see! if I can find!
some small candles to stick into them.
Will post up any progress of that.
Any neg crap posted
probably does come from
that on social media sites I do get
banned or censored or
even like on that tumblr place
which probably obviously I do not
nor would fit in with
my entire account gets marked as
when it is just the same content type
that I post here.
And posts over on there
by other users are
often deranged or far far more
"mark-able" as being sensitive content.
So I bring that kind of
slumpy pissed feeling
rightfully so I think.
But being too negative
from having things going on in life
and it being applied to places or
scenes or moments where it doesnt fit in
the best or need to happen,
I realized that about playing out or
such, you know.. like thinking certain things,
when or if you say hi to people or introduce
and they stare at the lights, all that.
That builds you to be, you know,
makes you foibled.
But you have to count the good, too.
Just for every 5 uplifting things,
you know, it's typically the one cruddy thing,
like someone downing you just because--
that kind of things sticks, typically.
But I got back lateish.
It's 11 PM now. Making a late dinner.
Just want more understanding in the world,
on the globe.
However sometimes feeling agitated is nice,
before playing a song, for the reason of playing a song,
and all such.
Also I like to be in my own space a lot of the time.
In my own zone I guess you'd say.
Still anyway I learned some things today.
With building up to some better paths.
Unnecessary hasty judgements made I do not want to be
applied permanently to.
I feel it to be just to have said or made such statements though
without altering histories or pretending as such things do not happen.
The ability to change and learn and have proof of differentiation is important.
And to always be held accountable or written as pasts seems very well
a strange and unfit composure of the way of being,
thankfully I am willing to take the chances and the risks
I would say
of transparency and changing frameworks to best align to a suitable now.
Saturday, October 7, 2023
Friday, October 6, 2023
Wow! I have some exciting news and an update after trying to maneuver into using this trash heap site called tumblr.
2 days in a row I was getting my account censored for SENSITIVE Content.
You should see some of the other pages on there that get a pass. Most are pretty much akin to anal-reaming how tos and made by household cleaner huffer types of people (with vindication and vast reblogs!)
Not that you should waste your time on that armpit heap of a site to believe me.
I have to say all I'd posted were creative works and used it as a platform to archive some of the audio material, music videos, video previews for new songs, and music project characters I was writing. Some for halloween coming up so there were story songs, etc.
Nothing heinous or terrifying and especially not as bad I guess you'd say as other pages on there, comrade!!
cos ya want to do things with love in your heart, and to develop, and reach better potential. and be truer to some visions. then people who get power they are not prepared for at all, and have tactics to bring others down rather than encourage the best from everyone, get labels like "progress" when they halt and steps forward for thinking. it's the wrath of envy.
Anyhow ya can guess why, as I am 'the enemy, comrade!' to the typical user or admin on that heap of a site. Mostly the sort of thing I'd been calling out on here when I blog for quite a while, which are pseudo occultists and passive aggressive vulnerable types who need to scream the loudest than to actually be passionately talented or putting their heart or mind into creative mediums.
Kinda people zonked out of their gourds really (respectively.)
So they nixxed my account when I was at a tail end of using it, and had written this first draft of a post, about seekin other sites friendlier or more compatible with posting audio content.
So either the admins didn't dig what I was about or some of the rancid smellin street yokels reported it or who even knows why. But it was scalloped and yolked as sensitive content and I have another tally added to my suspisicion that today's art scenes really are about misery groups, druggards sticking and sliming together to re-blog, re-hash and water down-- and that creative pursuit and building talent is the least important thing really. So its like little squadrons of psychosis-types. Yasss sister!
It just makes me that much more over it or getting along w/ those types.
I have enough talent and rigor to stick with what I am doing, thankfully,
than to need acceptance by those who still worship the mid 90s or that think destroying their own braincells will get em any where.
And lots of others are in that predicament too. Because the ultra hipsters are not born to last really. All they do is take shit down that they could never be, but they don't give themselves time to develop having a personality or any real defining characteristics.
Just funny that more trouble today comes from those trying to safeguard this big image of counter culture when they're just kinda brats of the brain so insecure that they'll ban and cancel and gatekeep ya, and they do not "get" and will never "get" that they are doing exactly what the system they so called hate wants them exactly to do.
You cant make new punk music, and you cant keep recutting and reshaping the "classics" as the classics are. And doing enough drugs to turn your brain into a gush zone isnt cool, and these people wont go or get anywhere.
So they, have to.... drag or subjugate people like meeee down because I'm making new things.
It's no huge deal to me because I made it and continued on my own behalf.
Saying it again, like I did there and elsewhere, it's spirits, and animals, and a personal drive that inspire me.
Like it, cool. Don't like it? ignore it, etc.
Or, try to take my voice and ability to connect outward away, yeah, that'll stop it! _laughs_
I talk about this and bring it up a bit because I'm just, you know,
really passionate about the origins or beginnings of a lot of these things that these people run around stealing or pretending to be, or muddying up and thinning the waters of.
But it takes no daringness to "be" those things anymore. And those things sort of lived their spans for what they were a long while ago.
It's cosplaying really and not a lifestyle.
I like to try to believe in the least, and hopefully in some way do achieve, in the most,
that if I make song or image or write anything up that it is coming from the heart and from a place of the soul.. somewhere that all the inhibitions I do avoid lead me to a bit of some better clarity.
But you know if you arent connected to the similar level of being jaded or destroyng your body, or sharing the same "enemies,"
you know, if you want to
Do better for yourself with less excuses,
this seems to set that whole cult off completely and agitated to a deep end.
I further away from that scene more and more and more.
You just find kids that steal from one another, or refuse to mature in soul ways.
You can still have fun for sure. But there's this nastyness and lethargic kind of abyss
that swallows deep and whole this world of "occultists" and "alternative scene" people
and its really just a custom crud vehicle stuck in thick mud spinning out while traction
flays right off the wheels.
So I wrote this up as my last post there to kind of razz whatever AnTi CiS WHtYTE MalE REvolutionarY future cat littler diving angry mental weakling destined to be a media stoogebot,
you know, what they'll read when having to pend the account there.
Strangely enough too I "tap" or "tune into" aspects of tarot, Goddess, Emperor,
ideas of Christ, Paganism, ancient cultures... early American culture, ancient civilization.
I am hungry for knowledge and information, and theatric arts in song or image, ya know,
and you can self-balance and resolve your hunger for information yet piss off so many clubs
of thinking or so-called thinking if you cant be pinned down by them to a point of not being able
to move. Or to a point: to become absolutely unexciting as a human being.
So here was my last post for there.
so that's just having some fun.
I'm still working on a lot! of creation.
And not choosing sides so to say,
yet, again, the sides that want me
least dead, least censored, least butt-kissing
to some sort of end goal that is against my own best interest,
I am obviously more for clarifying my self-path,
when contending against all of that.
Also leads me to speak of and leverage against a site like tumblr even more,
with it really living up to its association of being a bread basket full of
stale leftovers, so to say. What a ruse and image-before-soulfulness kind
of charade that whole deal is. Glad to not be welcome there.
it's format is amazing
(for collage and multi-media posts)
its user base is post-ironic damaged brains
who are extremely lazy. So sort of like normies
just with an off-brand of seeming special.
extreme laziness and forced eccentricity.
And people who think they're magical or something,
it's all about the "maaaagic" there but its bad-intent
stuff from traumas people never got over.
So fill in some right wingers "fight the ____!"
and you get the whole you're going to smoke your
brain to a gourd and hallucinate "self-power"
and then its their version of "fight the ____!"
It's a niche trap kind of concurrence.
Like they would probably corner Paul Krassner
and try to lop his noggin away, or anybody
else who directed them into becoming who they are.
Its just mid-60s fashion brain stuff re-fitted to
Shame because the format for adding audio into is amazing.
So I'm still figuring sites and space out.
Facebook is pretty much a no go because it's clunky
Like "dee hee I smoked my brain away"
sites a joke with no maturity level of any actual energy
conduction. Youth version of old dried out "rely it all
onto astrology (but only to fit into my way of excusing myself
to do nothing at all" vantage point.
//every "counter-culture" will be subverted by the fashionable and
Hipsters are a collective termite and are extremely brain damaged.
And the hallucinations co-existed amongst them are like some kind of
pod-people who share the same gigantic vomit coated Nirvana
t-shirt where all their dead junkie rock stars go round haunting a
meshy abode. Gross stuff if you have the nose for it.
I'll search out a site in the meantime that is as kind to audio
posts. Unless I can redirect a user base over and back to there.
It's so cliquey though with this childish idea of magic that is
really hasting and gets annoying quick because its lazy in spirit
and doesn't know how to learn or absorb or take in authentic
rhythm. Walk a fine line.
Because I don't care
about people who make a living from
being the types who screw you over!
As you can see, I made and have attached a video here
to go with this post.
My SWEET SUMMER CHILD
that video is CALLED
tumblr is hipster trash | occultism is trendy |
and at the tail end (as a little treat,)
you get a section about
jumbo & dreadnought comparisons
Oh wow and what a deal.
Have you considered signing up for my patreon
Monday, October 2, 2023
0:19 "HEY[You in the BOX]" preview
2:07 Guitar Interlude
2:24 this is the church this is the steeple open the doors and
2:56 "The Betrayal" preview
4:17 "July Ice" preview
5:10 "Been to Smokey Hills" preview
6:14 interlude top pop classics songs staying
6:23 "Darlin' Ms. Invisible" preview
7:22 the very memerable Tomorrow's Forever
7:41 "Tomorrow's Forever Instrumental" preview
8:49 "Grey Drift" preview
9:39 interlude to No World Order re-release
9:53 "Frustrations in the Morning" preview
11:39 "Petals Vs. Slugs" preview
12:25 "Dead End Town" preview
12:43 no this is not nu-metal or rap rock
12:46 "Wrong Dimension" preview
13:24 blood on the hams all along the ribracks
13:30 "Too Many Enemies" preview
14:09 we dont say that kind of cuss
14:20 "Energy Drinks Don't Do it for me" preview
14:27 Reckless Recluse is out and song development hopefully eh
14:53 old old unreleased sound but there's lots anyhow
15:29 this wasn't promoting anything at all after all
15:37 end chapter
Wanted to see how it would be to do a VIDEO version of the
Mauling List, or--- "MAULING LIST" was an email newsletter I had going
during tha mutha f*%kin' time that these albums were worked on and put out.
So I thought it would be the PROPER thing to do, to resurrect that idea but into video form.
I'd released full mp3s (as we were all very generous and also wanted to share and eager to do so) in the independent musicians dial up era of the web.
this post is also here with audio samples of full songs (from pop classics of the astral realm)
So while this is a P-R-O-M-O for some music, and there are samples of what's on the albums I was hoping to make it fun.
"Are we having fun yet!" - Garfield, that's right, the cat, once said that.
Then he started walking upright and that was just weird after that.
Saturday, September 30, 2023
""Hourhand Killers" |
BoneClad Recluse banjo B-Sides |
youtube description you gizzard
Boneclad Gizmos and Reckless Recluse b-side videos found
cleaning harddrives out and preparing for webpage archives.
'll throw lots of these onto one bigger, heartier video
So I don't keep uploading MILLION of videos.
If anyone likes this and I ain't dust by then share and support and stuff
I have https://www.patreon.com/lomemarsupial
https://www.lomemarsupial.com is my site iunno what to put up for funding nor do I want to ask! for any! trust me _laughs_in_apocalypse.MOV
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Composite of Smegma, a special edition, umm...
Hello and good morning !!
0:00 Chapel Perilous
1:10 Composite of Smegma
4:05 Dog Sticking head out a car window
4:23 Dance of the Guttersnipes mini preview
5:41 Priestess (whim 4 whom)
9:24 My Friend
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Friday, September 29, 2023
Thursday, September 28, 2023
Now I realize what happened!
I showed my love to the world
and they wanted to kill me!
That's how I got this way.
I think it's okay now
because I learned to laugh.
& I just want to create my creations
Crikey am I overwhelmed and swarmed
with how many I wish to fulfill