Sunday, November 3, 2024

 I shared my love with monsters
I thought they were people
It was my mistake
I was in New York State

Saturday, November 2, 2024

 I'm not gonna forget
you wanted me dead
 I'm not gonna forget
you wanted me dead
 I'm not gonna forget
you wanted me dead

 Civilization's braindead.

Reset it

🦘

There are people who are condescending and mask that with a wave of false-good intentions. It is a very fragile world of a persona they build up and then if any of that is exposed, all of that training activates into using "do-gooder" sorts of ruses to defend that they only will collect for themselves or the ability to sponge up attention.

 It's that kind of spirituality or creative world scene that really dries up ambition or diffuses a person's connect to achieving the will-to-a-muse.

I'd learned quite a bit about just dropping any one who fronts in such a way, because it is not worth being someone who they collect as an energy drainer or attention-accumulator.

They may gain successes quickly but what they make is still one of the same of millions of  other things, and nothing stands out stylistically or creatively, but it is a sure thing they will reap monetary or communicative rewards. Because they are obedient. They are obedient to requirements of music structure but you can pull up thousands of others at any given time and they're doing exactly the same thing.

The quick term success is there and direct. But there's nothing after a lifetime that would be remembered.
I stopped giving gifts to new agers or yuppies and realized a mistake of trying to network or associate to those whose "vibes" that I thought could be cured or redeemed and I had to go with my gut or wisdom about it, only with a regret I'd begin to speak with any of them or think that in any way that the already-rich or those who protect at all costs the face or front of their being, would ever begin to act like they advertise.

I'll repeat that again as something important to speak up about and to call out. If not just for a self-reminder to put in  another writing or anything to add into a more widespread communication.



....the face or front of their being, would ever begin to act like they advertise.

 

 

 That's the question,
do you really want to deal with people once you know what they're like?
I mean behind and beyond their presentation. When you see beyond the kabuki mask
or whats up their dyotenactic soul.
Like your consciousness penetrates others ulterior motives,
and it's game over.


and it's those who shout the loudest
I am a good  person! My heart is ever heartful!
who have some of the most to hide,
to be weary of trusting, or giving to,
so think about it before you regret it if you do.


It's like a sadness of revelation
to see the amount of false souls under pretention


Friday, November 1, 2024

 Listening to New Age music
makes me want to punch
myself in the testicles
but my nuts didn't do
anything to deserve this

-Gandhi

 hipster blood tastes so fucking gross.

Drink v8 juice, treat yourself right.

happy belated halloween

Thursday, October 31, 2024

 understanding brainwashing and social coercion is very important,
so that you don't become really fucking stupid.

 I represent free-thinkers
and holy fucking shit do you get a lot of flack for that.
I represent Soul-Fire.
I speak against dystopia and damn
how un-personed you get, if you do that,
you become unpersoned by people who "speak"
for what are only just words, to them,
not actions at all.

I speak against foods and chemicals that poison and ruin minds,
and have been attempted so many times by others to be coerced
to quit, to cease, to stop my passions and pursuits.

I carry on strong, and stronger,
growing in  heart and insight, and never slowing down,
never ceasing my voice or will to do things my way,
and with my own approach, style and faculty of being.

 The brainwashed hate the idea of becoming unbrainwashed

The Healing Law

 Some people do not want you to be happy, or successful, or prosperously at your peak.
Those people, you know, well, you must sever from existence.

Tuesday, October 29, 2024

 To those who fucked with my Light
Something's coming for your Soul.

 I pray Death upon those who pushed me into living in hell or had no one

 I'm sorry, I don't buy your bullshit

Thursday, October 24, 2024

 it is the pigheaded self-worshipping bloated hordes who killed romance.

and they eagerly queef into their yoga pants
and they collectively hate men while relying on them
because tax dollars fund their fatherless families
until they merged later on in life with a spineless loser
or they become a
___fill in the blank___



 Hollywood is a blackmail cult full of talentless losers who influence the easily swayed public into losing their powers of imagination and thinking so that they can instead waste time and lives by mimicking the those without willpowers, without wisdom and  the depraved.

 Ithaca sucks my elongated and spurious ballsack

Monday, October 21, 2024

"It’s not a covid thing. It’s a trend beginning in the post jam band era of the 90’s.

It’s due to the fact that 1) artists can’t afford to live here, artists can’t make money off music (ie CD sales) 2) kids don’t go out to see live music anymore and 3) most of the key venues have closed.

I’ve played music here since the 90s. Venues used to be packed with college students, where now there are none. International acts came thru the old Haunt every weekend."

 

"Just updating regarding DistroKid. Avoid them.

They are great until they decide to cut you off.

In our case, with a 10 artist Label Account, they sent us an email telling us to find another distributor.




This happens from time to time for some arbitrary reason only known to DistroKid.

They will tell you that a store has rejected a release due to "editorial discretion", however the reality is that DistroKid act as gatekeepers and when they send these notices they haven't even submitted the release to a store.

In our case, we have a backup distributor and got the release onto stores, however those solely relying on DistroKid may find themselves in a pickle.

However further releases have also been blocked and now we have been told by DistroKid to find another distributor.



There's no real reason given, but to have a 10 artist label account cut loose is pretty bad.

In our case we're just going to methodically move our releases to another distributor.

We have already now released the albums that DistroKid rejected via our backup distributor without issues.

I had read a lot of reviews about DistroKid and decided anyone playing by the rules wouldn't be affected by such arbitrary decision making, I was obviously wrong. Anyone at any time with a DistroKid account and distribution may find themselves in the unenviable position of being cut loose.

There are various threads on Reddit and other places regarding this behaviour on the part of DistroKid, I wish now that I had given them more credit."
 
 
 
 
 
"I would have said exactly the same until DistroKid suddenly pulled the rug from under us.

We had a 10 artist label account, releasing high quality original music. Now, everything has had to be moved. A simple Google search for Distrokid problems, Distrokid Scam or Distrokid Editorial Discretion will reveal so many of the same stories. I hope your account is safe and you continue having good distribution through Distrokid, but let me tell you, they are great until the day they screw you."
 
 
"Have been using Distrokid for years. They sent an email on a weekend saying they were cutting my service because I was using bots which I absolutely was not. My music started to grow because I was actively marketing it. They cut it off 2 days later with no way to dispute or investigate and without paying royalties. Its a ripoff. Use someone else."
 
"they have done the same to me! They removed two of my albums, and one of them doesn’t even have a marketing service promoting it just myself. Stay away from DistroKid. They are no good. And also, they are an AI based company which means you can’t even talk to a live person about any issues."
 
 

Saturday, October 19, 2024

 Soullessness will never be sexy

Friday, October 18, 2024

Saying It

 Into rest and pouring into Love.

Saying It
is a large collection of writings
which I can commence and finally Say It,
as for being an independent creator and
facing all of it, and still maintaining.


After finally not dealing daily with massive nerve
pain ongoings, I can save some time to dedicate
toward all I'd went through and what some go through,
when it comes to being ostricized, shadowbanned,
witnessing the music industry and it's ways,
as well as being one to survive whilst cliques and
certain ways are witnessed all around me.

It's something I'd been needing to write and without
that constant nerve pain distracting me, I feel as if I
 can fairly and accurately put these experiences into words.

Thursday, October 17, 2024

 Haploid gametes are not diploid zygotes

Tuesday, October 15, 2024

 breaking through past the gatekeepers
because they get all nervous
when raw reality surges through

Monday, October 14, 2024

Land Of Thee Fakirs and Ultra Bores

 and what you deemed civilization did not just become stupid, yet it became ruthlessly stupid and had paraded, cheered and uplifted that monumental downward slope of beauty and achievement in gracefulness.
They'd destroyed their own archetypes and created repugnance.
Then there was someone like I,  one of the last truth-tellers.

Holy Hell is all that I can say.
Looking upon the valleys of the zilched and the gone.


You live among lesserspirits
and they're so cooked
You write proses to the propensity of ugly
You thought they were prettious for a second
Don't let your eyes deceive you
Or your own senses become scorn
You could re-route your birth calling
Sense to something deeper, something sworn.


Then you see behind the kabuki skin
Of those ever so-n wear'n namasti-masks
Christ I dig inside of them to find hollows
Useless idiots and food for entropy.

Ugliest they are say'n how to finish your song
Embark on some rustic pursuit to seem genuine
They hate men for the hare of single mothers
find the tax man gift upon them houses and meals.


 Endless Songs,
An Endless Theatre,
Song Creations
and Poetic emanations.

Some had tried to stop me,
Well better luck next time.