Leemonster creations

 I'm not the only one who thinks such, just many people had felt like they wouldn't be able to be alright with saying such.

saw this in the internet dot com earlier. Yeah, I agree, absolutely. this place sucks big time and sucks more each day. I went out to some places earlier that were counties and zipcodes away-- and it was beyond refreshing and nicer, more hopeful and people were real. I felt alive and optimistic again. Then coming back here blows. If you arent in people's "clique" or whatever or dont run line down all these checkmark boxes of exacted viewpoint, there's no point here.

It's very sterile and the people who pretend to be for humanity or causation or whatever really are dry in spirit, seem anti-fun and have to be completely serious about absolutely every thing absolutely all the time. And they don't seem to want me around so heck with them. I like fun imagination and liveliness. Ithaca is really kind of a total buzzkill place. I'm a hyperactive frog or whatever so it takes a bit to jolt me up but I have to say it. My creative freedoms are really stifled in this place anyway.
and people seem so angry and it rubs off on others.
Not a lotta sunshine in people's hearts here like the t-shirts would try to tell you otherwise.

Less ranting though and more fun and building health back up and finding the right place. I realized not the rest of the world or even ny is like here though which is pretty great. By the way even this statement would make me the biggest enemy of the county here just for speaking, and that's how touchy and locust-like they are. It's a bad joke. I like good humor. Not livin' horrors, aye