2 truths about human kind that would change the way humanity is forever self-understanding:

1.The Frontal Lobe and Pre-Frontal Cortex of the Brain

2. Parasites

 The event horizon approaches

 society's getting dumber and

if you are not getting dumber with it

the hordes will want to take you down

 You must understand the majority of the populace are braindead lepers
cruel and soulless and giddy to serve some cause to drag down  brightness.

 Eve,
You'd turned Eden
into a nightmare.
Destroy Lillith, then,
for beauty or intelligence
to come to be.

 It's like the beginning of the film 28 Days Later, seemingly good intentions done ignorantly and without education or reaping knowledge of the consequences leads to worldwide disaster.

 The lemming condition is universal among nearly every tribe.

 Do you like people
No I like beauty. I like human kind

I keep liars away.
Everybody's goneso anyway
I take a walk under apocalyptic skyline
We shut down the world
I could give a further less
You gave up your love and ediface

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I absolutely love crafting songs, and sitting to play and let little licks come through and developing some windows into worlds.  In the years of, well, say 2022 up to present (1.2025) I'd really rebuked or learned to see that there isn't any comradery for me to-- you know-- really feel encouraged or accepted or belonging in the place or area I'm at. This isn't something I want to identify myself as or through. And yet, as it is, I really have to write it through and explain that time in my life so that I actually can move through, and grow out of this and be on to an answer of providing some housing to where passion and feeling out music and imagery of that music can go.

Because I had wanted to put it off again and again and again, and not have to explain this displacement and even dejected feeling.  That's what a Wayside is, time and time again, it's being in some community that doesn't really give a sh*t about you and they want you, you know, doneso. 

It's a harsh break to get up from but you have to establish it in a way of looking at the situation: "Why am I going to want to ever win over or be accepted by people who let it really known that they do not want what I am about around?"  It's not for other people and it's not bending my own sense of self---ever-- to craft and create or intervene that special and actually soothing feeling when some tale or fable and palette emerges and is there as a composition.

 you're supposed to, like, normalize yourself

 because they tried to ruin my livelihood and I am never
going to forgive those lame ass motherfuckers.
And my soul still lives and my heart still soars
and my mind is trapped in consciousness.

 The fastest way to bring down a country is to drain the blood of men

and to created useless goblins falling for gender wars

 Here is a little writing or explanation in which I try to describe soul consciousness or spirit awareness.

they represent what is called a hylic, and it means little or no brain-activation or soul spark. another term is somnambulism or somnambulist and it is pretty much "the walking dead" or those who sleep walk on a conscious level. They always existed as far as being a part of the populace. But in a sense, they were strewn into being politicized. They're the first to snap on you if you even start thinking out loud in what I'm saying. You can't try to wake up a zombie or a sleepwalker. Some may change, I guess. But they'd rather replace you or make you non-existent than realize they're misguided or led astray or programmed.

now I have to drink down a large bowl of hot but tasty tomato soup.
And live in a world where people will sabotage through their job or their work force
if they think you are their adversary based on media or television programming,
thus you not getting what you pay for, especially when it comes to shipping or delivery
or basic life routine.

You have to make l ight of it, now and again, however,
about the tragedy of what the collective could be, and what we have before us to deal with.

 Do the impossible
and reach a peace
of escaping the plane
of humans unto
which are creatures
of lies, ascertation and evil.

 Endless Lords
eat the gentrifiers

 

sell some fucking albums
for just once

Find some crews
but please not gentrifiers
get them not nearst me
or me away from them
even if they are lands upon
which I bloomed.

Raw soul and rightful spirit
In the land of Soul and God.

Strong me up and guide my ways
out of this world or terra of illusion.

Egregore U.S.A,
and Soil Finn's Funeral
Old loves of brothers dry.

Rekindle a soul flame
and keep me away from
these gentrifiers and their boring stillness.

My light is coming alive again.
No nerve pains,
and real soul within,
New directions,
oh so judged by the "open minded."
Lepers, they were--- weary and heartless.
Steve Job's little hellworld
of attention craving jeckells
and low brain activity stimuli addictions.

Don't drag me down to their haste
like these writings likely infer or sound.

Just imagine hordes coming in
with their trends and rulesets and their
blank and alienating fucking stares.
They try to buy out your regions
and God, God, God, God
it's all boring.
Because my soul is too fast
and I sniff out alternating inhibitions.

My soul leaps
and I'm never being used by
gentrifiers preaching their little lies again.
My inner werewolf will devour them
before they are allowed to ever get so close again.

I'll bring the raw and the real
but its for a soul essence and never ever ever for them.

Good luck selling a ticket amongst bullshitters by that rational'e.

 

 I haven't watched this video but I'm posting  it here because
I feel like it

 no, its like living in hell being around such ass-backwards people. They rely so heavily on needing to be accepted or having their ego and identity polished that it doesn't matter if they ever hone into honoring or being truthful about all the merit they bark about and scream about and relentlessly coat themselves in.  You find out who the gatekeepers are and they are so protective against anything that even slightly challenges their facade of all the identity-decor.  They're fragile and enamored by how they look but can't challenge their own thinking of "reality tunnel." A reality tunnel is a fixed perspective. Like recognizing a universe amidst a vastness of multiverses.
But if you have soul fire and a will to integrity then it doesn't matter how many paper tigers or gatekeepers there are, because you can always survive things by your own instinct of accomplishment and intuition.  Things that they always beg to need others to pursue alongside them. So they are reliant. In many cases. On others to coax their identity while remaining tightly stifled into that singular reality tunnel or cultish viewpoint.
I'd been "dismayed" or held culprit by gatekeepers or clique-guardians so many several times. But the thing is to never entertain them or to see approval or any of that.  It's not worth it because your integrity culls if you begin to do that.
So let them guess or whatever or find other food to eat.
You don't want to be their food. because it is a feast that never satiates or a hunger that never lessens.
So they'll, you know, turn on their tvs or whatever or fill their heads with online feeds and keep at anything but stillness or self-insight.
They're boring as fuck and cruel at heart, despite what they might advertise.
I like it, because it reminds me I'm not them.
They need all their bullshit, like being bad at the services that they are paid to tend to, you know--- being bad at it at on purpose to get even with those they do not like or want to grok or understand, because they are afraid that they may have to learn something about themselves in the long run, or  change something about themselves when dealing with real passion or real heart or true soul-fire.
so they screw things up on purpose and try to dismantle other peoples opportunities or even services they purchase or experience they can "deconstruct" or sabotage even though it will never work against a true and dedicated soul who sees  what they really want and can, unlike them, work without a clique or in-group collective to have to constantly lean or gather as a lethargic and sort of hypnotized mass-movement.    Eventually their force weights down and breaks upon itself.
And you can continue on with your passion or whatever and be glad you didn't have their assistance, because they turned out to be snakes and usurpers and some of the slimiest of the slime and so on.
But yes that's the power or force they go with, is, basically using whatever service they are representing and screwing things up for other people if you so happen to be held to interacting with what they do.   They'll make things complicated or try to frustrate and heave in on your pathway.
And eventually you just deal with somebody else or wait, until you can commentate on their intentional sabatoge or gaslighting and gatekeeping and all of that.
And you follow your directive and will and strength you gain.
To survive what they couldn't. Or continue past where they would have given up so many times.
because they need other people, and they need acceptance constantly and always. And would never be able to push through or pursue where you had to stave and pursue.
And all the stronger you know yourself after already knowing and then discarding the falsities that they wrap themselves within, and knowing your own truths and better built foundations within.
That's how I am, having, you know, really been alienated or thinking to have trusted certain people who haven't gone the extra miles to even face shadows that would spook and  terrify and destroy them. And they talk the game but haven't walked shit about it.  and I live better every day not needing any of them at all. Because I trust the quality of those being able to make and to creative and to have a quality of construction. Something formative as compared to their envy and clique-reliance and destructive nature. Because you are supposed to grow up at some point and at some time, and nurture where the amygdala is.  But they are truly just bullies or a kind of self-destruction specialty. Using up old resources of being some of the most sour people on the inside and making no steps to renaissance revival or shedding away old skins or detoxing from really very evil and imbalanced ways, all disguised underneath their absolutely abysmal buzzwords and common "current thing" numbness of lethargy.
It is a hypnotism and you do not want to cater to or interact with or to ever need acceptance or approval of the hypnotized.
But I have seen them and they are gatekeepers, and they are trendy. And if you cannot be "labelled" or understood on a materialistic, brand name kind of level, then you are "unknown information" to them and thus a problem they do not want to deal with. Because their lazy minds see it as something that challenges their limited or lazy or ungrowing worldview.
I survived without needing them and am aware of their ever collective horde. They ain't what they say they is, and what they's sez is loads of trod.
All that passion and fire within, then, of realizing what could be if there were legitimate support systems of soulfulness, well, it gets redirected. It's redirected to within.  So all the clowns out there or whatever with ill intent or who can only destroy, or try to mess things up for others, they're pictured nd figured for what they are. And then they have no energetic power. So those vampires or succubi or those enticers and word hypnotists, and all those cliques with their little rulesets and stifles--- they're just cardboard in the rain and it's okay.
Because you're stronger now having survived their imbalanced or emotional impulses.
And now you see through them as transparent as anything in the world, and they don't fool you anymore and you don't want to play on their board or count by their little cliques or collective or ruleset. Because they even lose the game they set up to make. Which is like: get attention, have a loud cause, download media-congruent opinions and obedience maps, pretend to be rebellious or radical or this or that--- it's all a front and another social group stimuli.
Then I respect class and style, and silence, and prose, and most importantly of all, the daring and whimsical and raw. 

The soul prevails
The aura is guarded
The mind is nourished with ideas and gold
the willpower and strength is uncontended
The law of an inner warrior walks past the vile
a renaissance of mind forms to a golden degree
free from vulgarity and impoverished lacking
All that is available now is what is urgent and wealthy to succeed and electrify

 I prefer beauty.
I think beauty is beautiful.
Redefining beauty
or enforcing beauty to co-exist with ugliness
is very damaging. Because it allows the
nefarious and the ill-willed to infiltrate
posturing as powerful, by simply co-opting
terminology and getting people to trust them
at face value.

There is no courage about them
and they simply go along with what everyone else
pushes them into mindlessly believing.
They may have influence for some short duration
of time. But the truth and reality always
wins through. Even if emotion itself
is powerful enough to sway or manipulate the gullible.
Raw truth always wins.

 The right is just the left’s shadow. 

Thanks for being cheap

 Thanks for being a cheap ugly society.
It's why I recommend Apophis

The Reset Brand Asteroid

soulfulness is a turn on
but you're supposed to use social media to promote shows and
network and all that kind of clud. 
It's really about entertaining people who want to be objects
or more of the people doing more of the same for forever

 You have to remember that not all of the rest of the world is like Ithaca.
There are places where people have hearts and good souls. Where intelligence
is encouraged, and where patience and good conversation may compose.

 

 

 because you're ruining the world

 

and people need to do something vastly urgent about it before you destroy more of civilization.

 

DEI is an unjust, unfair way to do their hiring because someone less qualified can get the job just because they are female, a different race, overweight, out of shape, even less educated is unbelievable. This WOKE Policy is putting victims in jeopardy with people that can't handle actually doing the job.

 

 

 

 Nah, I’m just gonna give up on politics altogether because I’ve come to the realization that all of it is just **** and ***. My happiness is more important than whatever brain rotting ****** is regurgitated

-Doug Flutie

 I used to think it was everyone that was badhearted and obnoxious and soulless  then I realized I was subjected to Ithaca

 The sacred Goddess needs to come from within
because modern women are ugly and soulless as sin

 I'm sick of pretending to co-exist in the freak modernism show

 this song is extremely sexiest
and everybody in the world should feel ashamed

how dare you

Mark Zuckerberg in 2024: Did you censor on facebook? "No"
Mark Zuckerberg in 2025: "We will not censor on facebook anymore"

 There is a fact of reality, and I hate to break it to you,
Everything that DEI Touches it ultimately destroys.

 if you're in it for following information
and figuring out what are truths
by that information
no matter how long those truths last
then you don't pick or fall into sides
because sides are not permanent either
and you see, too, you start to see that
sides are full of idiots
who need confirmation and bias confirmation
to prove their own magical dousings
of thinking they're right about damn near everything
based off their emotional biases and omnipotent egos
and so you say fuck these idiots
I'm following information.

 Are you really supposed to give a fuck what others think when they cannot balance a conduct of inner-moral?

I am able to scry some half-decent lyrics again
and was able to empty from my register
a lot of that succubus vibe from rotten souls
who advertise as public humanitarians
and if there is one thing of trial and truth to know
it is to be able to supply an endeavor
to rebuild who you truly are for what style skill
that you harbor deep and rooted within.

Humans must balance the carnal, the intellectual
and accept that they are eaten by life but also
that they are the life in which eats themselves.
So a satiation of refilling.

There is no time to correct the folly of human(e)kind(e),
so be it, because it is far too widespread
and the breeding of those unto a lack of pre-frontal cortex specificity
make it a game of hapless souls pulling eachother down in fastidious torrents.
Stupidity is the mainframe in this collective beast survival.

and so souls opting to be in the advance of spirits
may realize very well that the common collective are materialst worshipers
unto which gratification is their main stay and ultimate locking
with no pro-genitive desire to advance.

It was a pendulum stuck on hold which hampered organic evolution

Much like your collective shit-test that caused civil unrest and nearly wiped humanity.

and I ultimately stopped being friends with and speaking with
those who ultimately want the worst for you in the long  run
or who want to use you or to mew like a parrot.

I'll stick with the pre-frontal cortex and motion the pendulum or nature to swing.

And the Age of Aquarius is a lot better for when honesty is not impaired
by people's charades of public image.

I knew many retards who just plain hate men because they hate themselves
and in the long run are internal cowards who do not have enough substance
to spread, for when it is the core that they tent and house that impression
of substance to wear for over years.


The Inner Angel is Fierce because it saw right through.

Hollywood used to not suck

 NO SUCKA
I STAY AWAY FROM SUCCUBI SUCKA
I GOT MYSELF THROUGH ON MY OWN SUCKA
WHILE YOU NEED OTHER PEOPLE CONSTANTLY SUCKA
AND YOU CAN'T AND NEVER HAVE BARED THROUGH
WHAT I HAVE SUCKA
SO NOW I'M FREE SUCKA
WHILE THE WORLD KEEPS SIMPIN'
AND WHILE PEOPLE NEED NICHES AND SHIT
YO
BUT I'M REAL SO FUCK OFF SUCKA
TIRED OF FAKE FUCKS SUCKA
SO GET OUTTA MY SPACE

 performative positivity

 An entire civilization forced backwards by the acts of a select few.

 "There is still good music it just gets buried and no industry support. It's as good as dead as a business outside of industry support."

yeah well what I am doing is supposed to have no chance whatsoever. But my spirit makes it so, anyhow.  Like you are supposed to be in the biggest shit in the galaxy if you tap into your own oversoul. see what you are encouraged to do is to tap into the local collective idea where movements are slipped in through "social groups" and then all those pre-emptive subjects are what you are supposed to write your force-talk songs about. subject matter not telling stories or coming up with new mythos or anything. Like you're supposed to preach-talk at people and all that shit. 
if you try to or you do draw out of an original ethos you better run for the hills or whatever.

"agreed, actual musicians and micro-scenes exist and can be found
but my point is that the popular music no longer has a _generational_ representation any more, as it did back in the 20th century.
For that reason these micro-scenes of authentic musical creativity and product should be called niche music (instead of popular music)
or ?, pretentious hipster music"

Yes, I know, that's what I've been saying all along!
and these hipsters, boy do they fucking hate me!
but, I am wanting to, focus on....
music   ;-) 

No, another--- well-funded sound person.. you know, show-bookers and "connects."
If you don't tickle their fancy then you're out, man. you're out.
I'd never kiss their ass and I'm not "in the cool" with them.
Even if I was--- here first that doesnt matter. They get the loans.
They get the money, the connections. So more richo types, like,
we can cover all of that.
We can--- re-do this and re-do that. Be 1970s drug beatniks or whatever.
trace around whats been done already.  We're the only revolutions or rebellions
are just inner-wars and harming the self and not seeing the bigger picture.

Start to see the bigger pictures and, man, you're ostricized.
Or be an anti-authoritarian type (whatever that means)
without heavy cash at hand--- like, the gaunty will come in and parasite anything organic or original.
I'm not just outspoken about that here but I'm soul-fire trying to keep itself alive.
Put out the gentri-fyre and soul fire can keep its flame.

but they bought everything up and termited anything that was hurt and pain and rough ongoings that people like me try to turn into a characer or experience or song.

If they dont go through that kind of shit in life, the search for an individuality terms and comes to
them preaching to others how to think and how to live.
The people who need to be preached to don't want to hear about that shit.

Only the spoiled want to go around hearing from one another how great they are and all that.

Its a put on and a self-back pat. Raw music can't emerge from that.
Unless you're trying to be black flag for the 15 millionth time. rollins was a jarhead anyway.

no what happened was rock stars were loaded with drugs and used as directional tools to lampoon the public into thinking that rebelling involved getting ganked on drugs and that fashion was the means of conducting any real change. meanwhile spurying them into identitarian groups later fighting one another and focusing on  color schematics and thread-ends rather than classes

 

 pretty much.
Modern earth mother hippie shlucks are atrocious monsters.

They get supported the more "pain" they're in... instability and immaturity are rewarded in their circles

 It's pure narcissism. On a very superficial level they're pretending to be distraught about what has happened to their country, but of course they're simply making it all about them so that they can harvest clicks and attention.

I know. But nobody gives a fuck about them anymore.
They dried up. They dried it all up.

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German philosopher Hans Georg Moeller describes our new way of presenting ourselves to the world as "profilicity", the shaping of identity through the curation, display, and validation of profiles. This is a shift from the pursuit of authenticity to a focus on how one is perceived by others. Identity is formed through second-order observation, where individuals adapt their self-presentation based on how they believe others perceive them. This approach to identity formation is closely tied to the rise of social media and the internet, where profiles have become the dominant means of presenting oneself. Moeller argues that profilicity reflects a cultural shift away from the idea of a "true self" towards a fluid, performative conception of identity. The women whacking the ground with sticks are like performative artist adding an item to their online portfolio, except the expressions are building a 'person' rather than a body of works of art.

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sounds like a bunch of shlock to me!

There's an entire generation of people out there who were taught their whole lives that shame is a bad thing. Turns out, shame was pretty useful.

 lol 

 Happy New Year

I've had enough of evil being called good, and good being called evil