Wednesday, November 6, 2024

 why can't they put that effort towards something wholesome and productive instead of destructive?

Tuesday, November 5, 2024

 Just wrote a song called "Toxic Masculinity, Raghhh!!! and, well, now, pay your tax dollars to my public programs, and I'll settle down later after riding the cock carousal!" 

 

 it's deep.

It'll be part of my "Civilization Fan No. 1" release
which will also have "It's A-O-K to E.M.P" which is actually a decent and really good song.
also "Blood Is Red" and some good songwriting rock and roll tracks.


Sunday, November 3, 2024

 I shared my love with monsters
I thought they were people
It was my mistake
I was in New York State

Saturday, November 2, 2024

 I'm not gonna forget
you wanted me dead
 I'm not gonna forget
you wanted me dead
 I'm not gonna forget
you wanted me dead

 Civilization's braindead.

Reset it

🦘

There are people who are condescending and mask that with a wave of false-good intentions. It is a very fragile world of a persona they build up and then if any of that is exposed, all of that training activates into using "do-gooder" sorts of ruses to defend that they only will collect for themselves or the ability to sponge up attention.

 It's that kind of spirituality or creative world scene that really dries up ambition or diffuses a person's connect to achieving the will-to-a-muse.

I'd learned quite a bit about just dropping any one who fronts in such a way, because it is not worth being someone who they collect as an energy drainer or attention-accumulator.

They may gain successes quickly but what they make is still one of the same of millions of  other things, and nothing stands out stylistically or creatively, but it is a sure thing they will reap monetary or communicative rewards. Because they are obedient. They are obedient to requirements of music structure but you can pull up thousands of others at any given time and they're doing exactly the same thing.

The quick term success is there and direct. But there's nothing after a lifetime that would be remembered.
I stopped giving gifts to new agers or yuppies and realized a mistake of trying to network or associate to those whose "vibes" that I thought could be cured or redeemed and I had to go with my gut or wisdom about it, only with a regret I'd begin to speak with any of them or think that in any way that the already-rich or those who protect at all costs the face or front of their being, would ever begin to act like they advertise.

I'll repeat that again as something important to speak up about and to call out. If not just for a self-reminder to put in  another writing or anything to add into a more widespread communication.



....the face or front of their being, would ever begin to act like they advertise.

 

 

 That's the question,
do you really want to deal with people once you know what they're like?
I mean behind and beyond their presentation. When you see beyond the kabuki mask
or whats up their dyotenactic soul.
Like your consciousness penetrates others ulterior motives,
and it's game over.


and it's those who shout the loudest
I am a good  person! My heart is ever heartful!
who have some of the most to hide,
to be weary of trusting, or giving to,
so think about it before you regret it if you do.


It's like a sadness of revelation
to see the amount of false souls under pretention


Friday, November 1, 2024

 Listening to New Age music
makes me want to punch
myself in the testicles
but my nuts didn't do
anything to deserve this

-Gandhi

 hipster blood tastes so fucking gross.

Drink v8 juice, treat yourself right.

happy belated halloween