youtube description you gizzard Boneclad Gizmos and Reckless Recluse b-side videos found cleaning harddrives out and preparing for webpage archives. 'll throw lots of these onto one bigger, heartier video So I don't keep uploading MILLION of videos.
Composite of Smegma, a special edition, umm... Hello and good morning !!
0:00 Chapel Perilous
1:10 Composite of Smegma
4:05 Dog Sticking head out a car window
4:23 Dance of the Guttersnipes mini preview
5:41 Priestess (whim 4 whom) 8:09 Normal
9:24 My Friend
for whatever strange reason it would need to be stated
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Good morning! * jumparound menu: 0:00 still building soundtrack album atmosphere collection 2:34 guitar-only albums. collecting recordings of playing and letting those define themselves 4:18 Obscene Grey the whole "sound" of Dance of the Guttersnipes/Warlord of Peace/Gobekli Tepi/ Lavender Fields/Drown Drown Ophelia/Obscene Grey/ Billboard Dreams/ River Safe finally honed in to be a good defining "connection" to what sound I'd wanted a long time. cos its eerie but also like a dream sequence and altogether very much! the funnest to play. So there are a few again from this. Title is true on that extensive demos of these are here https://lomemarsupial.com/audio/new_demos.html https://lomemarsupial.com/audio/catalog/brightbluehill/bright_blue_hill_demo.html https://lomemarsupial.com/clunk/clunk.html to the idea that some support to these projects can garner thru cos truly I' m pushing at last levels of tiredness energy for daily economic collapse levels o living but music is still possible to finish out n.e.way the tunes for this feel special and a bit hymnal in an ancient fun way.
5:50 Warlord of Peace (con't from above descrip.) added in because this music itinerary blog is on the random factor
9:29 interlude [with soundtrack song previews cont'd]
10:10 HEY YOU IN THE BOX Top Pop Classics of the Astral Realm will get its lil re-release like Shadow Swoon Hiss The Dead Man which means I'm just uploading it to streaming sites, but can include bringing the audio tracks volume up and, gasp!, cutting some songs out to make it more palatable. Not this one though, this one's staying.
*didn't get much sleep but put this together in a lil less than an hour because I want to create and to apply some meaning even in the tired hours *is another collection update
acoustic instrumental piece snippet more&more&more&more&more&more previews of sound pieces. prolly 7 hours wortha new audio. Not as brash and tarnishy, this one, just relaxing and inquiring-like. Music Lome Marsupial LTG Music all rights reserved 🦘\\
Cyborg Friend marginal radio friendly rock&roll4 functional moral upstanding go along to getalongers
I have to paste the video into here in a few, but this is the post template for it. [X] I think I finally finished with trying to cross promote music on local facebook groups and I think I accidentally yelled at or insulted by fancy word, probably all of the group and any musicians or creators, which means a job well done!
again, I'm not sure my "way of humor" comes across well, but that is okay, because I feel jiffy! anyway social media is dumb and stupid to use and it feels sort of fake and discontenting when "promoting" music or advertising your soul or whatever, to group lists and that sort of thing.
It ain't my cup of tea! I have to head out for a few tho, I'll be back later and post some vid I edited super quickly, right under this here _________________
Added press release for a series of sound style I am working on. I'd note that there are atmospheric and melodic projects I still have in other burners burning and maintaining, but here's something I wrote, adding to the video just uploaded.
blablablablabla look at me I'm promoting an early version of this, made a video up using the "random factor" technique and grabbed out of my "video stock" and placed them along creating it.
"Cyborg Friend" is from some song sessions where "Angel's Song" and a few others were batched in to playing also. A few days before some of the "Verbana" songs, and "Blood Planet" and a shlew of other #Gretsch #Resonator #Guitar ( #g9200 ) instrumental accompanied some improvised vocals. And this one was no different.
I'm drinking some instant coffee and its 7 min past midnight here.
Hopefully not too many uploads back to back, to any gnu subscriber people folks blitherin's or cyborgs, etc. Thanks to those who DO view. Going with some sound that I have likened to call a kind of "tetanus" sound and it makes sense to me at least. This is straight forward, and a kind of way where it's like, I dont want anything to do with the music business or bending the internal ways of creation outside of how it naturally comes to be, but go to continue constance in productivity.
"Tetanus" sound is kind of trebly rusty razor string sounds and I guess the resonator hit in pretty well to for that job. (And I am hoping to, to bore you with music settings and the like, remember the presets and way of order this was boosted (boosted boosted) up. Because its post filtered and not using distortion in real time.
anyway also I dont want to do that whole soap box jarhead thing of being like "oh yeah, and this is real rock n roll!" I just want it to be a bit ugly and pretty at the same time. So the Angel's Song, Blood Planet, and Cyborg Friend songs, being off the cuff, played as the emotion intended, are working as a palette okay enough. and if I am finding "my own sound" doing it, if it were...well, heard more so to say (I'm no manager publicist or person that hocks cash to playlist committees, wah-hoo!) then the right people to really dislike the sound would be key, and then the others who liked it, aka the wrongos of society, enjoying it, would be key, too.
but as some 'ol marketing pitch, I do suppose, I'm remembering the idea, And I said this before kind of quitting out posting to local music groups on ol facebook, because that was a flunk, man, doll, dude, gargoyle, that was such a flunk posting any of these original songs to there at all. But I wrote that I'm playing to spirits at this point, or ideas of places, or to sound like a lit incense stick, playing to nature and senses of peaceful places. But the tangled up stuff in between, you know, like social functionality, or being in huge f*%#ing! trouble, when you can't be pinned down, to who you are, what style you are doing, etc., you know, and also playing songs "incorrectly" that's the "tetanus" kind of rusty scraping and offshot delivery that I'm choosing to stick to rather than to refine something making the songs be "as they should."
because that is boring boring boring to me and not right or true to the ol within, here. And to each their own because well written and perfected material is neat too, but it seems like a rehash (to me, to do that) of already really well established songwriters. And it kind of insults the 50s 60s 70s maybe mid 80s performers, to kinda steal their glow, or image, very much!
This is all why I wouldn't be allowed to go a bit delvin' into things, you can tell in some way that to represent what these projects are doing, it's more at odds with holding the present music industry and a lot of indie scenes up as, maybe, not being ugly in pretty ways. Maybe I want to rouse some things up a bit also by saying that. It's fun and in good sport to do so and I want to promise or challenge myself to, when songs as such are "finished out" to have a new iteration of rock'n'roll, I guess, so to say. Because there's a lot of being pissed off and a need to be strong, within, where this whole thing is coming from, and some efforts to poetry. And I like early americana and folk art, but that's been stolen or attacked or bastardized. Like if you actually like old poets of america anymore, or irish songwriting, and so many things that are actually in the blood of who I am, you know, in a way, holy smithereens are you put up against a scope due to that and its by other creators! (laughs like some jackal near a dry red boulder)
I guess that's kind of a press release for where ---this--- style of project is coming from. Again I want to hold up to the claim, too, about how the aura is going to be with the added instruments atop of it and a bit of some ghouly reverberation back echoes, and I want to have back harmony vocals kind of embedded, background harmony---- and that's a challenge I want to try to figure out.
One last thing, and it will always sound a bit smidgeoned maybe trite sounding but real rock'n'roll represents my soul. The industry is soulless and my soul wants to eat! the industry. Moo.
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"Cyborg Friend" early version resonator and vocals
piece edit thing
bla bla bla
music promotion
bla bla bla creativity is competition and pushing a niche,
Nich?
ACHOO!
bless you
OK I'll fill this out a little since my chicken pattie needs to cool. Cyborg Friend is a "music session" recording of improvised resonator and vocal takes.
It was done a few weeks before the "Verbana" release was finished, and I think a few days before some of the "Verbana" songs. This was laying around and I just re-picked it up. this, again, is an earlier and "raw" version song. I'll dress it up maybe put some slacks on the darn thing. But I edited up a video to go with this early version of it.
I just need to go thru my songs and first always make sure they're genuine and also that there's a bitta some pain and beauty at the same time in them, and hope to like playing them. lastly and sometimes important is to make sure people don't like it too because keeping my finger on the pulse of contemporary modern hits is a big passion of mine and I'll feel reaaaaalll screwed up if any contemporaries dig my stuff.
Its ummmm for the ears of those a decade and a half from now in a sense, I realize. Trust me I know what I'm talking about. I just really want to write about the music industry, a little more on point some time, you see? Look I just ate two chicken patties so my job here is pretty much done. Now I've got to heat up some instant coffee and possibly head out on a drive but I ain't sure about that.
Well as of the moment anyway I am feeling good about the "Cyborg Friend" song but trust me my life ain't filled with enough nepotism or "connections" even for, if, any of it might be showing some soul, ya know?, so for the people a decade and a half in the future, when creative competition isnt a 'war zone,' do some good with these tracks because I think they can be fun.
////because you gave a place heart and when that is not you know something a place finds ideal you give them more like a soul intensity but those waves of the spirit oversoul, ooooh///
So you commence A spiritual war on a place that does not hone your heart fine by me I've got enough energy to spare but probably should be better off than to care
overdoing it seeing soulless hollow people in ithaca very very soulless yet extremely loud. saying nothing, moving nothing, no real spirit-importance. just loud mentally unstable people who are extremely extremely easy to mentally influence by emotional coercion.
lots of so called art but rarely any that is of worth, or moving or passionate. Just loudness and not knowing anything of grace, subtlety or actual spiritual power.
they are extremely, extremely, extremely braindead, like you have no clue, and I'm not so certain they really do, either. tavistock product people really. like engineered from some ability to imprint with such a vivid intent. but inside of their loud and bannered exterior are really rotten people who do not understand concept indifference or practice, and there is a lack of a presence of higher order or the will to reach it. They just trash themselves and anything they welcome into their circle.
one side of the hylic coin.
I would rather develop for soul and spirit and mind.
Soil Finn is dead, anyway--- like in spirit or as a brother. and the others I'd trusted either frazzled out or became caricatures too. I don't mind being truthful. But it's a dangerous endeavor, when the survival of the most is more of a stable of emotional safety rather than facing reality head on and updating rightful changes of the self to adapt to what needs to be done.
I don't want a weak soul. and my spirit embeds soul, and body is formed by those energies that are a capacity to call soul and spirit.
Do you want to be liked or accepted or brought in, just to be social if it is done by extreme excerpts of beings, which are enveloped by a regulation of hylic? You have to follow all the social rules with these "free thinkers"
and if you skip or miss one or stick out at all, in a real way, then that's it. Because they feed off the idea of enemies or adversaries, to hone time on because to work on the self and see the pretty truths and the unbareable ugly truths, and deal with it, then really progress, it breaks their program of lies.
post updated with second video (probably. I'm uploading it as I type, then grabbing the URL. People in all of history never knew such grueling endeavors.)
" sendetha the hordes to southa bennda "
trying to tune out the outside world of suck and establish an internal egregore to finale the -serious- albums. Will officially have another "Chameleon-Shelter/A Leme Harot/Dance Like a Human(e)" situation of stepping a foot off a hose. And out comes music, but I'm taking my time with the lot of it. & so another unfinished piece (intermission) and the back piece of it.
"why do I want to play for people who want me dead? I will play for much more alive spirits, and for a better embrace of history"
Hey I just added the words UPDATE up there 3 times with dashes and arrows separated between them. That's about enough to get some stuck up their own ass snude prude type to represent the local central new york social landscape. Wait shout something real loud that is some sort of repressed fit you're having, too! People like me ya don't even know are the root cause of your past issues! and you can know everything about me in one quick snap judgement, too! Oh sweeet, land o libertttyyyy.FLAC
Ok
Let me guess just one thing, just one thing here, like I'm "telling the future"
so if I finish this song out and them its on streaming services--- this is strange, this is aloof, what happens with this.. The playlist on youtube is going to link to this preview clip, I'm not sure what's entirely up with that.
It did that for the Wayside Again little Ep that somehow I'm judging and less defensive about than I am about the Verbana thing.
But for the distrokid playlist that works through youtube, you go to releases on that, and it will jump over to an edit that has two songs bundled together, released before the album was finished. So you get 2 tracks with the same 2 tracks in one song, doubled.
So in case of this song, which is called Crystal Sink Sand, and it is just a snippet of it with some updates, as I have time here and there to finish all these things out, I bet you what! I bet you that whatever this project may be, the playlist for the final release is going to harken over to this shortened sample, with (likely) less instruments involved and added to it.
I think it's some short circuit for audio signatures and that sounds about correct for the why it would happen.
anyhow bla bla bla support this like subscribe blaBLABLABLA look at me I'm marketing music. The rich trust fund hipsters around here shoot me dirty looks all the time. The rednecks think I'm an art__g. You cant win with anyone but I dont want or need to but sometimes you have to do the ol routine e "oh support diy arts, so I can plow out as much creative juice as possibly able before I croak, you know?"
wait not do I get to redo the description, let's be a little less unnerved about it. It's see, not just barking or honing lyrics over the string box. Touching into sound track work when and how I can. Another revisit to "Crystal Sink Sand" which, by connection to the last upload artwork, might merge between digital music and organic guitar. Creative process updates.
Okay that works fine!
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Lome Today Music Creativity Vlog 09 21 2023 Setting Attack Hyenas Loose In Your Crescent Nomial Head
aka "things to keep my and maybe your mind off common bullsheeet" for at least a few, It's Lome Today [title in working]
I'll get a green screen and do a news backdrop just don't color it sea-foam.
here are the topics of today's meeting -pot pies have no time of place here for this -song lyrics being short, non-tangled and sweet (Except for Elvis Costello's "When I Was Cruel" full length.
-Chopping down Shadow Swoon Hiss the Dead Man and re-releasing it
-You shouldn't play music for people who want you dead
-Re-releasing It's Raining Boneclad Gizmos. Possibly re-recording "Shove your Cellphone up your @*%hole to "Shove your SmartPhone Up Your Arzle"
-Social Media immediacy and constance of information sharing takes away an old special wonderment of creators or creative types.
-Recording with a 1990s desktop mic for past releases (And D3Th 53Nt3NCE's revered discography.)
-central new yorkers have rabies of the brain -Play music to sticks and trees and logs and frogs and owls and foxes
-Outro song "Blue Mockingbird" early piece of another song vault file
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Into forests with spirits of blessing, Exist for blessed spirits and nothing more, play rhythm and craft for blessed spirits and nothing more. Do what you do for true spirits and nothing more. No more civilization games aka energy and tension-trade offs (that is what it all is)
podcast 001 for an idea of just merging song rehearsals and unreleased raw files with some thoughts and such. this one is called "If you're an outlier, It's Rock'n'Roll." in that musical niches and certain genres are hard to hold or define, but if you attempt to turn the brash or traumatic life experiences into beauty, it all too often comes out as rock. (I'm thinking 50s to mid 70s feeling or "aura" of it.)
youtube video description:
A one-off podcast idea of just rehearsing and improvising music, or previewing some files as I have done in the past. Just with some spur the moment thoughts between those previews and sound practices.
upvote and support if you like it thanks
0:01 to 3:42 and 12:01 to 13:54 = simple guitar instrumental 09/12/2023
possibly a repost. You know, we live, we die. "The Jester of Pandemia" soundtrack snippet.
youtube description reads: preview of what a bit of a more instrumental soundtrack atmosphere album
will sound like. Done about 1 1/2 year ago and on the song palette.
music LTG Music Lome Marsupial all rights reserved
thinking of hatching the Bright Blue Hillsdemo as an upload onto streaming services for now so those song frameworks are available, because who knows how long it well ever ever take to finish any of this out.
got the channel hiss and tear sounds out (this time)
A lay out piece for me to fill over later if time ever allows.
Starting typically with improvised, (again) and feeling out what comes next until the song is built up.
Needing the electricko keyboard for some sounds to modulate.
And organic sounds like palms swishing.
Will see! if time! allows or if I have to force! time itself!
how lyrics are born, social mixing, and general thoughts on 09/15/2023
"Sacral Insomnia in a coyote night"
(said kigh-ote)
beginning idea for one lyric ( Why stay up trying to sleep if it just doesn't go? write or form something)
Second lyric set "You're not an alien, You're a human who wants attention. A real alien would want to remain hidden." (commentary about certain urgencies in the media-world where attention is pushed via alteration of self; one being body mods where people have gone as far as chopping the tips of their noses off and installed studs in their head, etc.
Just comparing that idea of "if somebody really were extraterrestrial!?" and then going into that idea of the old black and white classic sci-fi movies like invasion of the body snatchers, but also some others, I cant recall the titles to. I think there were effective scenes I recall where there would be some human dressed up in a suit and business hat, the production of the scene sort of fades out from the characters knowing eye, and the audience's knowing, and then the character is there amongst a crowd.
"Blending in with the humans."
And anyhow, I think synthesizers and mixes of dissonant sounds, with a lyricizing of the above--- that's more developed, for a creation.
The "Sacral Insomnia in a coyote night" would be more nature night time sensations and feelings, and rusty lead guitars, and mellow deep soft bass pieces.
So insomnia is a gift in a way when searching for the imaginative. Because those eerie, quirky ideas... look, it's not the "cool" outsider stuff. All the cool kids or whatever are getting ok sleep right now. And can make salary and that shit. I'm hanging on for my dear life, lol.
But that sense of mind to romanticize that eerie zone of spectacle, it feels nice in a way to forward some momentum of songs of the werewolve or whathave you, or alienesque invisible roamers, etc.
There's, umm, one other lyric set and it's psychedelic rock I think.
only one line for that too. But finally some motions that arent just harping on all improvised all the time.
That one goes "I am chaos neutral In the land of the spirits I am chaos neutral for a penchance of survival"
then add on some things but wanting them to have ideas that stick out, so going for some mad libs style colleging.
I'm supposed to be sleeping. Like, I have a morning appointment for poison ivy outbreak extremities, but I'm not even sure its poison ivy. So I doubt I'd be sleeping really anyway.
Anyhow I just spam posted tons of 2012 releases to local music group things and all of that. Social media is so not made for me so I don't know what to do.
Someone said good things the last time I played out and It felt more comforting or ideal to feel like I'm hated or jarred on, like I'd almost rather that in some way. Crike, yeah, see, you don't want to get into the mind of an artist. Shit that matters to me is I have my grandpa's pocket knife and my grandmother's chained pocket watch. I'm supposed ta maintain some infinite supply of tuner batteries and guitar strings and stop losing or draining money in a corpsicle economy.
and my brain isn't surpassed like 1974 or something and I hadnt even been freaking born then.
but it's spooky season here in America. Well this part of it. The nights are getting chilly. and I can either drive out now and stay in my car all night up in some parko lot or like scrawl more lyrics down, drink 5 cups or tea or something.
put some jackets on and have a cold night walk. see if my writing is more uplifting or if it's loathing, or if it's social commentary, or I can avoid that and get into full on modus of at least making, in my mind, some authors happy in some way. Like Hyatt's book series. To scribble some ideas of imagery.
It's not for other musicians or this or that or winning people over, it's just inside having something up to par to make authors that are dead now happy, and like satisfying some night time egregore, or not letting the ceremonious past time die out. walk halfway between the muse and the anti-hero or something get accepted into some groups and, you know, wait til everyone blinks at the same time all at once and just vanish the heck outta there.
Wednesday, September 13, 2023
Something stuck in my teeth,
maybe jump off a world Onto a comet or something.
Twain's Halley's comet.
wear a hat to match the occasion.
see, that's one of those things, too when someone says something good about my music it's like, how the heck am I supposed to then deal with that!?
It's really strange, to leap from the page to come really alive, not as a nostalgia-revival-product-craze
You see the people you'd edit all along the way start to shove right on past and try and take your bright away
or maybe some save face and slather on a money-poet's grace but when it's down to bare bones it has a limit it will age
I learned what heart is I learned what art is I learned what the corporate music industry is. I learned that rock, folk, this revival and that revival is typically connections you can buy or making a sales niche and having an obedient materialist survival.
This is an ancient test, to me at least, that I understand cannot be packaged, or pre-emptively released. It's like Osirians preparedness for the After-Life Trek none of the Earthly Desires had been a high eagered check
yet life keeps it along rubs salt in your face seems to advance the predictable or the heartless into the majorly chase.
I like testing waters and mixing elements performing new tests of substance or I cannot happily rest and so what is unstillness comes often confused with extreme disagreement just the expectations of me are very hard to amuse.
What is life, lived, living to me seems to reject being still Like I should be happy or contingent of others shaping my will Maybe it's a bit outspoken my will to program my own brain, I think to do arts again and again exactly the same is insane and that the OverSoul should steer, and the risk is worth the take so if I should be judged or de-listed by the majority I would still necessitate my wake
I would still stick to my truth I would still do as I truly do Ans speak and listen to my OverSoul whether it translates pure to or confuses you.
Because this is my one life and many visages cycle along in the webs of generations Yet my Will and Soul is strong. & I keep my challenges inside, not seeking to wring or monetize things which I feel others would not value unless they felt it through my eyes
& it's personal to me, like some Loci or some Guide, and the ancient archetypes are still fillments compound inside but it cannot be marketed or slurred or embodied to the hordes and it's easy to see Truth Intense comes intense enough to be ignored because the realness of the task to self-process the waking soul is beyond a generation fad or arrogant, in-fights and control.
So daring if it is, or retracted from the pulse of the dizzying world collective, is an apparition I love the most. It's a reflection of Silver Lighting where once friends and brothers and kin don't shed between a mercury of crimson touching a soot grey slate of led.
Never did I think in a present day I'd walk between floods and flames between indignant hipster demons or the Godless upon unmarked graves. I expected wisers not kali yuga and I expected mature ancient souls I close my eyes and see some early visions between the priestess and hierophant's scroll.
Monday, September 11, 2023
It takes a key skill in hopefully tangible ways to be able to translate sensations and experiences that many do not particularly understand. And then in areas of life where you feel like you have to "throw a hail mary" to get any gaining grounds or sense to approach any of the challenges ahead, it seems that is where others would be able to actually sync in and relate. But that is not always the case.
Sunday, September 10, 2023
There is only enough soul power or
Spiritual Prana to go around on Earth. And so you see many devoid of such, and that lacking of the heart's spirit or an architect's intuition becomes all so apparent when studying the ways of the world today.
CD I'd given my grandma as probably part'a a birthday gift, maybe christmas possibly. With homemade stuff cos I was likely broke then. Had some instrumentals on it for the most part.
played this yesterday, just something quick
here's some music/guitar blog from 09/02/2023
video of some cosmetic updates/upgrades on the yamaha fg830. Will do a more proper and quality scoping of it yet still. Recorded a short instrumental of playing style over that
this is a full version of the "Apollo" instrumental previously posted a few entries below. via 08-30-2023 and starts at 2:16 in the video.
all of the clip art seeming graphics are, I should add, absurdly campy on purpose. Sometimes I may feel to clarify an outlay of humor but holy moly that does not translate through all of the time. Leaving for me to shrug and also give an enamoring of "oh well"
Also any song I do is, if going over to add anything in the future, something I will do myself. Othertimes it is meant to be posted as basically a demo or as practicing and just having a darn ol camera around.
Questioning how I feel when sometimes people, it's good if they like it! but take it and record over it and repost it and stuff. Sometimes it makes my songs "flagged" if I re-use my own stuff later. Just to note and mention.
And saying that, about to have some of a share of serano peppers and work on restrengthening my back, as it were.
Saturday, September 9, 2023
Do you not really really realize
about this world?
The ballad of the soul---
The amygdala development over time,
And the new brain, exercised---
Self-adaption and manual insight...
Oh how it can deter you, if not assumed known,
How it can deter you away from the beastly world...
What troubles pursue, or is it healing and a worthy growing?...
To make use of development of perception,
Or the actuality of nerve and brain impulse.
If you stray from the pack,
The collective and self-destructive herd animal,
Then you must go through barren lands all your own,
Carrying a seed to find worthy grounds,
To plant it and pay attention and raise ideas and lived and a sustenance, different, too, and anew...
Away from this sufferment planet or damned and cursed reality thay separates vapidness and fighting and media spells and usurping and pain.
Passing many lands having left that and onto one's own alignment to a very determination demanding area of internal knowing
Friday, September 8, 2023
Harmonica in B
played that a good long while while in the bed zone last night.
Had to lay about and recover a lot as my back was frazzled and yikesed, for like near 2 weeks now. neat, fun, wa hoo.
But I played the harmonica of the key of B and it was a delightful and healing feeling. Simple and easy and fun.
And I wondered a bit if--- some of those keys I had not necessarily played in or excessively gotten to using very much. Mostly A,D and G. Not so much 'B.' I wondered if they do take some breaking in. There are sticky reeds sometimes.
and anyway I am up before the sun, a bit so. I may be able to soon catch the person who on purpose litters scumbaggy type garbage onto the road and had for like over a year now--- just getting more excessive. Like burger wrappers and airport sized little liquor bottles and booze cans, ripped lotto tickets, more food wrappers. I think I know who it is. Really not cool. You have to like babysit the trashy around here but they're really really like mean spirited.
Anyhow I'm eating an egg every day - so help I can - and had been working at non-back-movement-related activities. That intense pang! and nerve jolt feeling having remained for it's time hasn't been fun.
That feline momma that found its way here (like lots do) is finally fixed - so hopefully less wildness of having to take care for and manage the litters that had been produced. Many of them are kept as they depend on or prefer one another's company. The last litter of them, not really "litter," actually, living, human animals.. litter refers to the above, which that one slummy dolt tosses onto the road here each day--- the kitten batch, so to say---- that sounds better, kitten batch-- had been donated to a shelter. and those cat shelters are wholly overwhelmed! really so.
So any-how this blogger is working functionally and as it should again. So I can maybe effort-type a bit more, when able to. I wasn't sure. It had such extreme glitches going on.
If I can preen my back out then daily fitness can be a thing. What a gouge out of routine but had been in enough of a set back to have to start reading about daily ongoings of the world. And at least looking up campers still, or RVs. The idea to get, somehow, a separate truck and a pull along camper--- rather than a main R.V.,---- I'm not sure. I would aim so direly to a maneuverable creative space. It might make more sense to do that. Everything is so damned expensive here however. If I can get to some other state to find anything better. For my own benefactor of self guarding I honestly hardly trust anyone in this area/county/state. It's like sharks, scammers, this, that--- extremely raised prices. Like ya get the privileged to pay to continue to be tortured and other such cool economic features but what can ya do or say? I have to heed to my own old advice and basically make it out and make it through however I can. Realizing nobody really has my back kind of had set in something non-alluring for like 2.5 years now especially - maybe thus the back pangs! now.
Not everybody in the world is like they are around here.
I have a confession: I am not a folk song writer (by modern sense)
because I have never fallen asleep bored by playing any of my songs
in fact! I play rock'n'roll, it's true. Just I have whatever only instrument I can make best of which to my favor for a long while going now is the acoustic guitar.
I am not Johnny New age Appleseed with too much patience or predictable forray or Sister Soozie Woodsy Leap Frog, with array of simp orbiter monstrosities, linked to have a seminal fad euphoria unto cheering-on boomer parents buying upon them an articulant Martin Guitar and studio ensemble all the more.
It ever so bores me! and those people hate people like me, not the other way around (I've tried) we do not mesh, and (I've tried) but finally it is all too obvious.
they're very very very very (times however many very's you may please) well off. So the hurt, the originality, the real fight for it, via a song, it just ain't there. But its a million per million now.
and its boring. Good for em if it feels good, writing that, doin that, it's all done so correctly, too so predictable but ya make me nap while I'm steering my ship.
[this is the advent of playing the heel which is entertaining and fun to me and fine.]
had a lot of fun playing folk songs earlier, aside from all that
Yes, it did reload the post menu options, finely and a little bit cooperatively, rather than CLANGING with atrocious errors.
Anyway, dear live journal!, it's looking like my humor is back, in this ol skull and picture maker of my brain of mine. Well that's fine!
Trusting when you've seenenough miserable things and really made it through the barriers, you know--- when you realize the world you are living in is a monumental s-a-t-i-r-e, you know---- that, okay, I "tweeted" about this... yeah wish me luck with that....
The collective mind is a dangerous thing when all it takes to lead it is constant emotional manipulation.
so what does that mean? Stay away from the collective mind! and wind up like meeeeeeeeeeeee. laughter.exe.
anyway I believe in God's joke, lately... living in this time or timeline. And I think it sucks! Booo! Get off the stage, let me take over. I have some plans, for---- you know--- occurant realities. That sort of thing.
I'm sitting here, sewing. It relieves animosity pressures. Or realizing a renaissance movement of practically anything is so far away from placing a mantle of activity in civilization.
That's infuriating, a bummer, and messed up. So I decided to sew a bandana to see if I could. But it is several layers and striping patterns. and I'm doing o kay with it, but it's by hand.
And I've been customizing the hell out of guitars I have by my side. And that has been extremely fun and keeps me away from having to insert my private eye too helmed deep toward any of the collective world's absolutely abysmal ongoings.
I'm ashamed of the human race! Is that a kind of... bickery thing to say? I'm not so sure I can deny standing firmly behind the claim.
I lead to think even some of the most higher ups in industry agency and so on, are incompetent asshats who hadn't faced enough NDE experiences, or honed in on the processes of studying their very own initiation, presence, or vacancy of being a spirit in the flesh and then an identity or personality amongst a card game called "Biggest Bullshitter Wins First."
I think the common human lately or as of late or what it is being molded toward and pushed into or accepted or celebrated as, really, is a scumbag--- a materialist worshipper, a short term thinker, a media obssessant. I don't care how much guff that arrives to me in saying so because i'm already splendorous enough in guff, and i've by now seen the operative formation of branches of so much industry that in order to corrupt you must have corrupted by 5 internal corruptions and then, in entry level practice, continue to go about corrupting immensely upon all you meet, and see, interact with and cross paths with.
and so yes, it really is "Biggest Bullshitter Wins First." but lathered in coattails and sleeves and layers of "I'm a good person! A real humanitarian!" with lots of in-groups going around kissing each others butts but soulfully, long term, doing nothing-- and daring nothing, and risking nothing really.
Saturday, September 2, 2023
This darn blogger won't let me in
I have arts and crafts i need to post!
Friday, September 1, 2023
blogger is becoming very clanky and broken. I think its been abandoned for working with many new browser updates, so checking for different blog sites or may set one up at my website
