HOW DARE I MAKE
IMAGINATIVE
FUN BOHEMIAN
UPLIFTING
CHARACTER ART
BAN EM! CROSS EM OUT!
JUDGE EM! SNIDE 'EM!
NO! NO LORE THAT IS FUN!
IT ALL HAS TO BE POLITICAL
AND ANGRY AND DEPRESSING
AND SHOUTY AND TENSIVE!
IT'S A WAR
AGAINST THE FIZZLES
& I'M THE ONLY ONE THERE
TO PROTECT WHAT I'VE GOT
IN THIS CONSTERNATIN'
MATERIALISM SNOTTED GLOBEY
the freedom of not being crossed out by a stumbling hack artist, any longer,
as life is life,
and yet they write books of em now,
of a form that never improved,
and stories and facts they will never truly know.
So I have to keep my mouth shut
about a prat who in a way tried to
ruin my life, not so life,
but open, festive, creative art career.
it was stick figure lines, with no reason or
rhythm! it was hackney,
and they'd aggressively annoyingly, invasively
made my own perdition to free expression
something so obnoxiously aggrivating
in ruining it each time
that I had to just stop what I was already doing,
risking, and at most,
finding myself feeling peace and joy via expressing.
So ma honey was balogney,
but most of the public would never know,
or sympathize or care, I gather,
even if I proved or bookwrote it.
Very neat! the public again worships commodity
and not soul pursuit.
Hey you filthy stool pigeons I have an updated preview take of Liquid Floor Love
also I have a re-release of PARADS SCE LIVE as PARADS SCE LIVE ORIGINALS
maybe I already said that once? or twice?
I'm running like 50 websites so let me keep count.
that's on
and
spotify
and ---oh wait it isn't on spotify yet.
Well I'll put that up onto there in a jiffy.
anyway, go away, get out of my sight.
https://open.spotify.com/album/6SX935j0zqXQbae7J7zTBO?si=SCjrrJqlT2e5KKsidICAuA
remember to brush your teeth listening to my spotify catalog
yah yah yah
no more vicious cycle of return loop thought
aka recurring complexities and frustrative
feedback loops.
The future is an unsealed ham
Breaking through those years of walls of censorship. Able to refocus after years of personal tending to ongoing busyness which paralleled major propaganda funded against what I'd been slewn and drawn as. Which is, gasp! A White European Man.
I dont cease paying attention. Obviously the "culture war" to split the nation apart, really dug into the 'ON' button being jarred down most recently than ever, had accounts of mine censored by the 'new web.'
Which is very aggressively pushy with censored people as I who are information seekers and who escape or cannot be contained into demographic market predictability.
I started again working body exercises and vitamin and health recovery. Those close who sold me out, bending South, who took a massive career art role funded to pushing that culture war nonsense, you know better... but it's very easy money. To perpetuate that. Anybody who looks with decent eyes and a sound mind knows better. To see that its spiritual laziness and unneeded victim mentality like some reccess game rule set.
I had words and truths about those kinds because in the long run, to be so cheap in wrecking the economy and the freelance and creative industries, life itself will correct that sort of inadequacy and sheepish backstabbing.
Just to keep these major poison pushers from blanketing the entire web with social media sorts of normalization. You see the trends abd what is pushed. It is not spiritual or organic or keen. Organic cultures are not so heavily ushered in while info explorers such as myself aptly muted and also betrayed.
But now that my energy is back and my inner will as a Spiritual experience in a life body, tuned in to the journeyer you all Market! Yourselves to be, and pushforce pathetically Sell! yourselves as the image of, you wish I wasnt the real thing. Because it breaks your mold. Your fantasy that my incarnation is those attributes your whole culture war seethes against. But I'm it with bouts of madness called passion and all, but also focus and still yet a transparent searching out for confirmation and truths of this reality fabric.
Digital or modern shamanism is not your corporate color war crap and you are opening your selves to being walk ins or by the least, useful tool pieces for emotionally driven trends.
Suppose then that I organically access in spirit consciousness what artificial constructs and the plastique minds who pour millions into it seem to find. But they find by forcing. Like pushing pieces into pieces and calling scrunched and jammed results as fortified.
Now I am European because of your elongated association to label and censor me as such for at first when I gave being it not much claim myself to it or even attention to it. I think Nordic now. Deep Gods no turn the other cheek docility.
Now I celebrate what the spiritually and soulfully unprepared had tried to label and maneuver me into a corner about, which is heritage and rebound. Otherwise I kept no mind about it! All of my life really. But you say you want me gone,ever so recently, with overarrogant emotion it is howled by media backed division sorcerers and media hypnosis.
But my Heart is strong and my Oversoul is growing. And the more it is attacked or the more my worth is neglected, that Over Soul grows. And strenghtens. But it was you who wished to achieve to rid of it which ignited all this. So you should have been more sure, with what you were doing.
Because I am not the only one.
I'd like to add that, humanity is so completely involved and focused on self-identification now that there isn't really any fixing that. It is a quadrant where people are extremely fixated on what they identify as beyond an actuality of living life itself. And anything, reality information, that comes in and challenges the carefully and naively extremely intricate constructs of that self-identification causes uproar, insane, intangible outbursts and causes a reality experienced solely based on emotion and not of reality.
people are simply looking for controversy or offensiveness now because it adds to that palette where victimhood or upset is attention. And attention is power. And empowerment today is a line between guilt usurping necessities to live, and outrage collecting attention.
In reality it is a system of being addicted to hatred and living in a kind of fantasy world where even if the option of understanding, learning and mending differences were real and able (which it is) that route is not chosen because it destroys and eliminates the grift.
Then the actual content of character would be up for liaison and presently a lot of people would be in a hell of a lot of trouble if their arrogance, narcissism, betray of human kindness, etc. were up for judgment on what Egyptians would direly deem the "Scales of Ma'at."
I would let all of that be, anyhow, if
all of that was not, too, seeping in to my very own life
and in some way making it a kind of living hell.
Eden and betterness could be, so you all know.
Why you fight it to maintain your "Self-Identity,"
I can only figure that you enjoy the fights, and the attention it gets.
Wake up and grow.
https://www.patreon.com/lomemarsupial
All I can really relate to lately are guitars.
Is this where I plug the patreon link above?
I had posted some writings and b-sides,
some videos, I think, and "audio blogs" onto there.
Now my phone which I recorded them onto is bloated full,
and that's a thing.
Anyway I can't sleep for shit.
I played like 5 or 6 original improvised songs at that
Open mic earlier and they were a mixture between shloggy
and pristine.
It's important to me for whatever reason to let certain music
or song approaches "Live as Journals" which means you just
Play through them, make them, maybe keep them or just let them
live ones and breathe then carry on through the neuro echoes of
human and life particle existence.
Cant you figure how easily such conceptual ways of living marries
into real, typical, exactified, quantitative life?
Yeah it feels dismal trying to fulfill human-kind(e) expectations
realizing that, too. Also it is very popular to hate Europeans this
day! Life was tough enough, motherfuckers.
But, ok, bring it on!
It's making me religious or spiritual or extra-sensory even more so,
I suppose.. these pursuits, all of these challenges.
Every time I look at the modern human world though and all the
rides you're supposed to ride on with everyone else which look like
very! un fun rides, then, however it is I can survive in my own little way,
doing my own expressions just how I want to do them, very much! not wanting
to have that "other stuff" influence or get in the way.. you know, that other stuff
of all these people freaking out over every thing constantly always just at each
others necks acting like crazzzzy sonsabitches.
I'm not your
judgement
I'm not your
projection
I'm not your
allibi
I'm not your
past incarnation
I'm not your
scapegoat
no matter how hard you try,
and energetically battle and all that shit.
My purpose is different and it seems so many people hate you
for living a different purpose or so many people try to wretch it up,
or fuck it up, or destroy your dreams if you are close to your own.
